Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,343
For me it's my mom, my bff on ss and my other friends both within and outside ss. <3
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,257
Wish there was someone in my life to be grateful for, but alas, everyone is dead. Guess I should be grateful for having who I had in my life for as long as I had them. Yeah, I guess.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,461
@sserafim
 
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sensitiveguy

sensitiveguy

Banned troll.
Jun 26, 2024
76
All people I am grateful for are dead

I choose to love you in silence.
For in silence, I find no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness.
For in loneliness, no one owns you but me.

I choose to adore you from a distance.
For distance will shield me from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind.
For the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams.
For my dreams, you have no end.

 
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pollux

pollux

Knight of Infinite Resignation
May 24, 2024
170
My younger sisters. Probably the only people in my family I get along with.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,035
my family for one but also you guys!!

here are a few (there are more that are just not mentioned(because i forgot💀)) names in no particular order (except for soulkitty!) (I may mention you more then once i have bad memory if i included you or not💀):

@soulkitty 👑
@lonely&trapped.
@4am
@Saturn_
@salviap
@Nakiya
@crying.stars
@EternalShore
@NullSz00
@awen
@DeathKitty
@BooGirl
@bookgirl
@Hitakiri
@iloveeetreeeess1
@QueerMelancholy
@Sannti
@sunny/omori
@LilysAngel
@LoiteringClouds
@sserafim
@Buffy
@ijustwishtodie
@RejectedKarma
@leloyon
@PeaceWanted
@derpyderpins
@onmyterms
@rainwillneverstop
@Silent_cries
@ConfusedClouds
@Throwawayacc3
@mi_ba_
@oneeyed
@Blurry_Buildings
@f1rebender
@Dr Iron Arc
@CTB Dream
@everythingoes
@Toxic Positivity
@Abyssal
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@avoid_slow_death
@Lost in a Dream
@terra.nuvo
@Labyrinth

some of you may know me really well, some of you kind of, some of you not at all, but you guys have really impacted me in some kind of way and i just wanted to let you know that I am grateful for all of you!!

PS: if your on this list i've probably stalked your account💀(no malicious intents!!)
 
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Theresnoescape

Theresnoescape

Each year feels like 10
May 29, 2024
81
For me it's my youngest son, he is very much like I was as a child (teenager), and I hope he doesn't end up feeling like I do.
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,343
my family for one but also you guys!!

here are a few (there are more that are just not mentioned(because i forgot💀)) names in no particular order (except for soulkitty!) (I may mention you more then once i have bad memory if i included you or not💀):

@soulkitty 👑
@lonely&trapped.
@4am
@Saturn_
@salviap
@Nakiya
@crying.stars
@EternalShore
@NullSz00
@awen
@DeathKitty
@BooGirl
@bookgirl
@Hitakiri
@iloveeetreeeess1
@QueerMelancholy
@Sannti
@sunny/omori
@LilysAngel
@LoiteringClouds
@sserafim
@Buffy
@ijustwishtodie
@RejectedKarma
@leloyon
@PeaceWanted
@derpyderpins
@onmyterms
@rainwillneverstop
@Silent_cries
@ConfusedClouds
@Throwawayacc3
@mi_ba_
@oneeyed
@Blurry_Buildings
@f1rebender
@Dr Iron Arc
@CTB Dream
@everythingoes
@Toxic Positivity
@Abyssal
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@avoid_slow_death
@Lost in a Dream
@terra.nuvo
@Labyrinth

some of you may know me really well, some of you kind of, some of you not at all, but you guys have really impacted me in some kind of way and i just wanted to let you know that I am grateful for all of you!!

PS: if your on this list i've probably stalked your account💀(no malicious intents!!)
Glad to hear I've been helpful :) You've also been nice to talk to and fun to play forum games with tbh. Also idc if ppl are stalking my profile, it's open for a reason. Anyone is welcome to hang out on my profile as much as they want :D
 
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F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,414
They're mostly dead so, it's bittersweet. Otherwise, my Dad and a few friends. I do value this place hugely as well. It's my main social connection really.
 
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rednights

rednights

Member
Jun 5, 2024
45
My best friend the most of all, for sure. There's nobody else I am as close to. I can share things with them I usually don't with most people.
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
My parents, especially my mother by far. Also ppl on here.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,820
I'm grateful to the founders of this site as they created a place where I can find like minded people and talk about my views without automatically being called irrational for it. It's society that's irrational, not me, and I'm glad to find people here who understand that. Also, I am grateful to this site for having information on suicide methods as, even if I personally can't access them, I know that it has helped others here to end their life as peacefully as possible and I'm just so grateful that it helps people with this.

Of course this site isn't perfect as the people whose views I actually align with on here are small but, nonetheless, they do exist. Speaking about these people, I am grateful to @sserafim for having the same views on me. I've agreed with her since day 1 and I still agree with her to this day. It's nice to see somebody else who I fully agree with but of course this is just a side bonus as, if she wasn't here, I still would have the views I do.

Additionally, I am grateful to @FuneralCry as well as she gave me a different perspective to life which I agree on. She made me stop hating myself as I learnt from her that hating myself is irrational. What I should be hating is the world and other people... this is something that FC made me realise.

That's it really
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,088
my family for one but also you guys!!

here are a few (there are more that are just not mentioned(because i forgot💀)) names in no particular order (except for soulkitty!) (I may mention you more then once i have bad memory if i included you or not💀):

@soulkitty 👑
@lonely&trapped.
@4am
@Saturn_
@salviap
@Nakiya
@crying.stars
@EternalShore
@NullSz00
@awen
@DeathKitty
@BooGirl
@bookgirl
@Hitakiri
@iloveeetreeeess1
@QueerMelancholy
@Sannti
@sunny/omori
@LilysAngel
@LoiteringClouds
@sserafim
@Buffy
@ijustwishtodie
@RejectedKarma
@leloyon
@PeaceWanted
@derpyderpins
@onmyterms
@rainwillneverstop
@Silent_cries
@ConfusedClouds
@Throwawayacc3
@mi_ba_
@oneeyed
@Blurry_Buildings
@f1rebender
@Dr Iron Arc
@CTB Dream
@everythingoes
@Toxic Positivity
@Abyssal
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@avoid_slow_death
@Lost in a Dream
@terra.nuvo
@Labyrinth

some of you may know me really well, some of you kind of, some of you not at all, but you guys have really impacted me in some kind of way and i just wanted to let you know that I am grateful for all of you!!

PS: if your on this list i've probably stalked your account💀(no malicious intents!!)
...huh. Well, damn, I didn't think I mattered to anyone here, thought I was just some faceless forum member no one paid any attention to or would remember. Colour me surprised.
Also, I don't mind if people stalk my account, I've been there and done that elsewhere.
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,387
Gracias per tu parablas simpaticas. (I don't know whether you are joking on English or Spanish lol). My Spanish is a bit broken since I had to leave Spain and come back to shithole UK.

I still think all humans are trash but if you message I'll hear you and help if you want.

All we can do is keep coping. So messed up lol.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
954
my family for one but also you guys!!

here are a few (there are more that are just not mentioned(because i forgot💀)) names in no particular order (except for soulkitty!) (I may mention you more then once i have bad memory if i included you or not💀):

@soulkitty 👑
@lonely&trapped.
@4am
@Saturn_
@salviap
@Nakiya
@crying.stars
@EternalShore
@NullSz00
@awen
@DeathKitty
@BooGirl
@bookgirl
@Hitakiri
@iloveeetreeeess1
@QueerMelancholy
@Sannti
@sunny/omori
@LilysAngel
@LoiteringClouds
@sserafim
@Buffy
@ijustwishtodie
@RejectedKarma
@leloyon
@PeaceWanted
@derpyderpins
@onmyterms
@rainwillneverstop
@Silent_cries
@ConfusedClouds
@Throwawayacc3
@mi_ba_
@oneeyed
@Blurry_Buildings
@f1rebender
@Dr Iron Arc
@CTB Dream
@everythingoes
@Toxic Positivity
@Abyssal
@_AllCatsAreGrey_
@avoid_slow_death
@Lost in a Dream
@terra.nuvo
@Labyrinth

some of you may know me really well, some of you kind of, some of you not at all, but you guys have really impacted me in some kind of way and i just wanted to let you know that I am grateful for all of you!!

PS: if your on this list i've probably stalked your account💀(no malicious intents!!)
awww~ you're very sweet! :333 I'm glad I managed to! hehe~ :3 If ever wish to talk, feel free to dm me~

Anyways, that person for me is definitely my bf~ <3 He's the bestest ever, and he's who I live for! >w< I love you! :DDDDD
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,035
...huh. Well, damn, I didn't think I mattered to anyone here, thought I was just some faceless forum member no one paid any attention to or would remember. Colour me surprised.
It's unfortunate that many people don't realize just how much they mean to others and the impact they have on the world. It's truly a sad reality. 😔
awww~ you're very sweet! :333 I'm glad I managed to! hehe~ :3 If ever wish to talk, feel free to dm me~
haha i love your eager personality!! I'll definitely send one your way when I need to talk to someone!!
 
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living.dead.girl

living.dead.girl

New Member
Jun 17, 2024
1
my family. they have expressed their love even when I've pushed them back. I don't know what do do...
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
559
Allison Katzman, for creating Blythe dolls. Without her design I would have never been able to find my joy of dolls!!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,619
only to a few that helped me with suicide method info on this site , sources , etc. or suggestions on how to defeat si

What i need to do and what i want to do is suicide asap. nothing else matters to me
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

ego death, then death
Mar 20, 2023
583
My cat. she will never hurt me on purpose, and shes always nearby usually. She doesn't care about how I look, sound, or think. She's my best friend.
 
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Saturn_

Saturn_

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
423
My dad and some people on here. Everyone else in my life who isn't from here can go fuck themselves.
 
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Labyrinth

Labyrinth

There is no escaping the burden of existence
Jan 8, 2024
217
I don't know exactly how I should feel about this honor. But thanks anyway. :)
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,972
I'm pretty grateful for my mom and how much she's provided for me on her own even though she gets on my nerves sometimes these days.

I'm also grateful for my youngest sister, the non autistic one. She sometimes doesn't respect me but she's still one of my closest friends at the moment.

I'm also grateful for my friends because they are fun to be around.

Unfortunately I'm not grateful to any of these people or anyone else enough for them to inhibit any potential CTB I'd want to plan.
 
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