What month do you want to CTB?

[onceuponadec]

I have a bit of an odd question for everyone. If you had a choice, which month would you choose to ctb?

 

[Monkeyman]

This might not be a real answer but this thread made me realize all my attempts had been in March (different years). No specific reason for the date then, but I guess it would "make sense" to be consistent (right now I'd like to go sooner, though).

 

[Sapphire]

The month doesn't really matter to me. I will just ctb when I feel the time is right, and I have an opportunity to do so. If I had to chose a month, I would ideally do it in the spring or summertime when the weather is nice, because I would like to go to the beach or spend sometime outside in nature one last time.

 

[FuneralCry]

If I had my method planned out and I felt confident that my plans would succeed, I would be gone as soon as possible, but if I had to choose a month then definitely December which is when my birthday is. I like the sound of leaving this world before a new year starts and around the time when this useless, horrible existence started.

 

[makethepainstop]

I have a bit of an odd question for everyone. If you had a choice, which month would you choose to ctb?

Whatever month I can get the method to work.

 

[Fulminare]

Next month, because that is the earliest date for me at this point. But it's also because I want to see the snow for one last time. The snow calms me a whole lot.

 

[BurningMan]

I don't really want to be around for much longer than I have to. I want a reliable way of leaving this place with little chance of me waking up with severe injuries that would make my life worse. Once I manage to find some SN I'm out.

 

[StolenLife]

Somewhere in winter months because I feel safer in the darkness. Preferably the winter solstice.

 

[outrider567]

Doesn't matter to me--one month is the same as all the others

 

[violetday]

Late October early November. Always loved that time of year as a child.

 

[Raven2]

June just after my birthday.

 

[spacehardware]

If I was patient and organised, Feb 29th on a leap year. I like the idea that the people I leave behind would only have to cope with the anniversary every four years. Next one isn't til 2024 though so it's more hypothetical than realistic.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Any month. The sooner, the better.

 

[almostoutofhere]

As soon as possible. Was hoping this month, but looks like I'm postponing till my SN gets here. So sometime next month

 

[Wannagonow]

I've never thought of "choosing" a specific month. My most difficult time of year, every year, is from November to February. It definitely will happen during one of those 4 months.

 

[wait-bus-stop]

I have read that April is the biggest month for suicides. Its the one time of year I think about going deep into the woods and hanging myself hidden by the leaves,

 

[vultureilse]

preferably this one lmao. the month doesnt really matter to me though but if i had to choose then maybe somewhere in winter

 

[downndone2]

I just want a 4 sure plan and some other things worked out. Hoping March 2023

 

[death137]

March

 

[yive]

the sooner the better

 

[EndlessDespair]

February

 

[feder]

April, maybe because of the spring. I've always liked the spring. Its a time when everything wakes up after the winter and prepares for the summer months everything grows and blooms, I think its beautiful. Also a lot of major life events happened in April.

 

[Georg]

Probably before summer begins.
I hate summer and I hate the sun.

 

[PyramidHead]

Either June or December. Something about dying during a time where most people are preparing for New Year's and having the time of their life is so ironic that I love it. And I find the winter cold/rain/snow pretty comforting.

 

[endofafoxtwo]

I have a bit of an odd question for everyone. If you had a choice, which month would you choose to ctb?

Ideally, early december.

 

[iLikeFrogs]

Probably August. Idk why but it suits most of my scenarios and dying on a beautiful summer day seems perfect.

 

[MidnightTrain]

Birthday month/date. Coming full circle. Martin Manley style.

 

[Haruka]

During July or August for sure, I have always wanted to leave during a hot evening.

 

[murmur]

any time of the year is fine, but if I could get picky with it, I'd say before the thick of summer or winter perhaps June/December. I think it'd be nice to leave when autumn ends but I hate when it's so bright and hot outside so maybe I can avoid it all together by going sooner

 

[grimes]

when summer ends, i will too. the colder seasons always make my heart hurt a little extra, for some reason, and this time, i don't think i want to even try and survive