that's a hard question for me. i've been so unhappy for years so. if i could like, repeat any moment it'd be a favorite concert of mine or a time I spent traveling outside of my country that was my favorite trip. or, if i could repeat the day i knew everything really turned things wrong when i was a young child, i think. because after an event happened that lead to my trauma beginning as a kid that i've dealt with to now, i wasn't the same again. and life never felt the same again ever. or, preferably i'd just cease my existence but aha.