KiraComplex
sugar, spice…
- Aug 31, 2019
- 268
(tw- child abuse)
i want to hear other's stories. what made your life switch from on to off in a matter of seconds?
me personally, i was 11. i never really took care of myself and had curly hair that tangles when i dont brush it. i had a big tangle and my dad got angry at me about it and said shit like "if you wanted dreads, ask your fucking mom" (whos black), and just terrible shit. after a while my mom came in to see what was going on, and my dad just started yelling at me. i was in a towel from the shower and felt super out in the open, and i tried to leave. he then grabbed me and pinned me against the side of the counter and hit me repeatedly against my face. i just remember in that moment, clutching my towel and my head going limp. the strikes didnt hurt, at least i didnt notice. i was more surprised and scared than physically hurt. he left me go and i remember my mom running to me and holding me, yelling at my dad to get the fuck out. ive never cried harder. in those few moments, my life just,,, switched. ive always been depressed and lonely, but ive always tried to ignore it and move on.
but those were the last seconds of my life. my childhood was gone in an instant.
i knew that friends come and go, but i was old enough to know that parents are forever and they're supposed to be there for you and help you and love you. i couldn't believe he did that.
hes changed now, in a sense that hes no longer physically abusive. but when i lie in bed on nights like tonight, i just remember what happened.
anyways.
i want to hear other's stories. what made your life switch from on to off in a matter of seconds?
me personally, i was 11. i never really took care of myself and had curly hair that tangles when i dont brush it. i had a big tangle and my dad got angry at me about it and said shit like "if you wanted dreads, ask your fucking mom" (whos black), and just terrible shit. after a while my mom came in to see what was going on, and my dad just started yelling at me. i was in a towel from the shower and felt super out in the open, and i tried to leave. he then grabbed me and pinned me against the side of the counter and hit me repeatedly against my face. i just remember in that moment, clutching my towel and my head going limp. the strikes didnt hurt, at least i didnt notice. i was more surprised and scared than physically hurt. he left me go and i remember my mom running to me and holding me, yelling at my dad to get the fuck out. ive never cried harder. in those few moments, my life just,,, switched. ive always been depressed and lonely, but ive always tried to ignore it and move on.
but those were the last seconds of my life. my childhood was gone in an instant.
i knew that friends come and go, but i was old enough to know that parents are forever and they're supposed to be there for you and help you and love you. i couldn't believe he did that.
hes changed now, in a sense that hes no longer physically abusive. but when i lie in bed on nights like tonight, i just remember what happened.
anyways.