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What method you will ctb with?

  • Full suspension hang

    Votes: 10 14.1%
  • Partial suspension hang

    Votes: 6 8.5%
  • Inert gas / carbon monoxide

    Votes: 7 9.9%
  • Gunshot

    Votes: 1 1.4%
  • SN / N

    Votes: 37 52.1%
  • Jumping

    Votes: 3 4.2%
  • Other

    Votes: 6 8.5%
  • Fruit juice

    Votes: 1 1.4%

  • Total voters
    71
DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
As the title say
 
lostmylove

lostmylove

Specialist
Apr 1, 2022
304
N if we don't get screwed over by the Sinaloa cartel...
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
N is winning the competition, but hard to get
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,340
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
i guess too late to split a choice is 2 methods N and SN.

in order i guess N then if can't get N then SN.
N is stronger than SN but these two are similar in fucking the body so yea ... Too late haha
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
550
What is fruit juice? 0_O
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,601
I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb for me personally, but eventually when I get desperate I will have to resort to hanging. At one point I thought about drowning but that sounds so horrible. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb, if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel expecting people to suffer for decades against their wishes.
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb for me personally, but eventually when I get desperate I will have to resort to hanging. At one point I thought about drowning but that sounds so horrible. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb, if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel expecting people to suffer for decades against their wishes.
Im sorry for your struggles
 
MatthewV3

MatthewV3

Student
Dec 15, 2021
107
N would be the best but it's expensive and hard to get, so I guess I'll go with SN.
 
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headspin

Member
Apr 8, 2022
95
I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb for me personally, but eventually when I get desperate I will have to resort to hanging. At one point I thought about drowning but that sounds so horrible. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb, if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel expecting people to suffer for decades against their wishes.
I agree. I almost hung myself this week. Its a hard thing to do. I just ordered SN.
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
Full suspension hanging. I doubt I'll choose anything else. N would be nice but I don't have access to it, and I find ingesting SN too intimidating to try.
 
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butterfly3

butterfly3

Student
Apr 2, 2022
119
i'd prefer inert gas or N, but inert gas is so difficult to get your hands on, and N is so expensive. So it'd be SN.
 
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RubySimon

Genderless and hopeless
Oct 13, 2018
30
I'm not sure yet as Im broke and disabled so some options aren't viable for me. But since I have given myself to my forties I probably should decide soon.
 
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ineedrope

Member
Jan 19, 2022
44
What does SN mean? is it painless?
 
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YourNeighbor

Arcanist
Jul 22, 2021
423
Sodium nitrite, as what they say here, it's painless
From the goodbye threads, it seems to cause significant pain/discomfort. It's poison, and does not have any sedative/hypnotic effect.
 
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DrownFeather

DrownFeather

The proudest communist feather ever
Apr 7, 2022
184
Yep it brings uncomfortable, but pain might be mild or decreased with alcohol and sleep pills
 
ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Full suspension hanging.
 
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Of The Universe

Of The Universe

Specialist
Dec 31, 2021
382
I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to ctb for me personally, but eventually when I get desperate I will have to resort to hanging. At one point I thought about drowning but that sounds so horrible. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb, if it was easier to leave I would already be gone. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel expecting people to suffer for decades against their wishes.
Others in the UK have said they got SN. Maybe you could find a source? I dk!😥
I'm not sure yet as Im broke and disabled so some options aren't viable for me. But since I have given myself to my forties I probably should decide soon.
I am neither broke nor disabled...but I'm getting there fast!😮 I am not kidding folks. Must try to get a job,soon.😥😥
I'm not sure yet as Im broke and disabled so some options aren't viable for me. But since I have given myself to my forties I probably should decide soon.
Why did it make two things of Ruby?😉
 
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height jumper 69

height jumper 69

Member
Dec 16, 2021
34
Jumping, OD/Poising is overrated
 
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Life is overrated

Student
Feb 21, 2022
100
i'd prefer inert gas or N, but inert gas is so difficult to get your hands on, and N is so expensive. So it'd be SN.
I thought it wasn't difficult to obtain inert gas?
 
Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
N would be great, though it's not very accessible. SN would have to be the alternative as it's a lot easier to get.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,826
I thought it wasn't difficult to obtain inert gas?
Its not--It was easy for me and another member who PM'd me, to get a filled Nitrogen tank online
 
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butterfly3

butterfly3

Student
Apr 2, 2022
119
I thought it wasn't difficult to obtain inert gas?
i've tried looking for it so many times and it always says that they can only sell it to companies. for me all methods are difficult tbh, i've come to realise that it's really hard to get them, even SN. maybe it's because i live in the uk
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
From the goodbye threads, it seems to cause significant pain/discomfort. It's poison, and does not have any sedative/hypnotic effect.
From what I hear, it all boils down to a headache and nausea. Your heart beating faster isn't "painful" if you think about it. If you take the right medication, it can be the most balanced method (easy to get and not as painful as some other methods).

What sucks about SN is how it fucks with your body. Some of us want a decent funeral...
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
Planning a vad in Switzerland(fingers crossed). Let the pros handle it and leave the family unscarred. However, if that isn't possible then I'd have to let an exotic animal finish me(Croc or GW). Haven't heard that method here yet.
 
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Life is overrated

Student
Feb 21, 2022
100
Its not--It was easy for me and another member who PM'd me, to get a filled Nitrogen tank online
What country are you from if you don't mind me asking?
i've tried looking for it so many times and it always says that they can only sell it to companies. for me all methods are difficult tbh, i've come to realise that it's really hard to get them, even SN. maybe it's because i live in the uk
Yeah it's probably because you're from the UK then. That's probably also why I see many people from the UK on here say they will attempt by drowning or jumping.
 

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