I'd love SA it sounds perfect but I'm having a lot of trouble finding a legit source that will sell to an individual. Nobody on here seems to have been able to get it.
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Are you going to make the SN drink at home or in the forest? I'm worried about SN oxidizing in water
KrustyWantsOut
Sound without focus is just noise.
- Apr 21, 2022
- 14
Throat slitting with serrated blade. Its my only sure method.
Painful, but nowhere near as panful as this life.
Painful, but nowhere near as panful as this life.
prince345
exhausted
- May 4, 2022
- 26
hankbank3928
Student
- Dec 30, 2021
- 186
MementoMori81
Member
- May 1, 2022
- 87
I'd like to secure some N, personally. I feel it's the gold standard for a peaceful and painless self deliverance. Have to wait until July and see. That being said, I am a little concerned about whether or not it'll make it to my door (concerned about customs and so on). Still, nothing ventured.
At first I was thinking about drowning while intoxicated. But now I have SN and metoclopramide, so SN it is.
Amber1974!!
Member
- Sep 2, 2020
- 22
FatalSystemError591
{He/They}
- Oct 12, 2020
- 229
Raydcdnuga E raynt uh rana. Ed ec fungehk palyica E lyh vam ed dygehk y dum uh sa jano rynt.
Heatstroke I heard on here. It's working because I can feel it taking a toll on me very hard.
Heatstroke I heard on here. It's working because I can feel it taking a toll on me very hard.
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Chaestergram
Free spirit
- Nov 24, 2021
- 90
I don't even know, I'm tired of failing and every possible methods i can think of are nearly impossible for me due to being 24/7 with the person who triggered all those thoughts back.
I thought about hanging because if i didn't got found (which wasn't supposed to be the case but my boyfriend at that time something was off with me and quite work 4 hours earlier to rush home) but now it's impossible for me to be fully alone then i thought about cutting again but again no time alone and fuck no i refuse to then have pain/weak arm all over again until the day i succeed.
Even thought of throwing myself but every time i had tried my partner managed to catch me so eh i don't know, I'll just let things come in the hit of the moment.
I don't even know, I'm tired of failing and every possible methods i can think of are nearly impossible for me due to being 24/7 with the person who triggered all those thoughts back.
I thought about hanging because if i didn't got found (which wasn't supposed to be the case but my boyfriend at that time something was off with me and quite work 4 hours earlier to rush home) but now it's impossible for me to be fully alone then i thought about cutting again but again no time alone and fuck no i refuse to then have pain/weak arm all over again until the day i succeed.
Even thought of throwing myself but every time i had tried my partner managed to catch me so eh i don't know, I'll just let things come in the hit of the moment.
I thought about hanging because if i didn't got found (which wasn't supposed to be the case but my boyfriend at that time something was off with me and quite work 4 hours earlier to rush home) but now it's impossible for me to be fully alone then i thought about cutting again but again no time alone and fuck no i refuse to then have pain/weak arm all over again until the day i succeed.
Even thought of throwing myself but every time i had tried my partner managed to catch me so eh i don't know, I'll just let things come in the hit of the moment.
I don't even know, I'm tired of failing and every possible methods i can think of are nearly impossible for me due to being 24/7 with the person who triggered all those thoughts back.
I thought about hanging because if i didn't got found (which wasn't supposed to be the case but my boyfriend at that time something was off with me and quite work 4 hours earlier to rush home) but now it's impossible for me to be fully alone then i thought about cutting again but again no time alone and fuck no i refuse to then have pain/weak arm all over again until the day i succeed.
Even thought of throwing myself but every time i had tried my partner managed to catch me so eh i don't know, I'll just let things come in the hit of the moment.
andweallfloatonok
Member
- Apr 2, 2022
- 38
promapicide
Member
- Jun 9, 2022
- 15
Train. Definitely lack the brain cells to do all this science shit but still smart enough to drive my car over to all the railroads I know about in hopes someday Thomas will set me free 
Sweet Chainsaw
Member
- Dec 6, 2020
- 46
Night-Night, for me. Painless, easy, quick, essentially zero chance of failure. My ratchet arrived the other day, just waiting on the cornhole-bag delivery.
Honestly, why people choose any other method (other than jumping from high up) is beyond me, though I immediately confess my ignorance on other people's decision-making regsrding method. Night-Night is just so fucking quick and easy.
Honestly, why people choose any other method (other than jumping from high up) is beyond me, though I immediately confess my ignorance on other people's decision-making regsrding method. Night-Night is just so fucking quick and easy.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,827
N would be my favorite method by far after reading about it. However, I'm not sure I'll ever get my hands on it. Second option would definitely be SN, but they've been cracking down online sales across the EU from what I've seen so... not sure how that's gonna go.
I've tried partial suspension before and for a while I was sure that's gonna be the way I'll go. But I just couldn't. I think I was fairly close once or twice, but the pressure building combined with SI kicking in was just too much.
I've tried partial suspension before and for a while I was sure that's gonna be the way I'll go. But I just couldn't. I think I was fairly close once or twice, but the pressure building combined with SI kicking in was just too much.
CursedSoul
Cursed to stay, Cursed to Suffer...
- Jun 4, 2022
- 69
i'm gonna try Fentanyl as soon as i get the money, if it doesn't work, will order a handgun and one bullet and shoot myself, if it still doesn't work, i will stab myself in the throat and bleed out. If it still doesn't work, prob will do a SBC, but i hate the thought of it, i'm a nice guy.i have multiple plans, did 15 tries so far, so i got more or less the idea of what will work or not.
@Jred if you're still here, wheither it's alive or interested, if my seller is not a scammer, you can feel free to mp me, and i'l tell you if i received it or not, and if i did, i'l tell you how to get it :)
@Jred if you're still here, wheither it's alive or interested, if my seller is not a scammer, you can feel free to mp me, and i'l tell you if i received it or not, and if i did, i'l tell you how to get it :)
Actually, my method consists of going to live alone. Maybe it doesn't happen to others, but sometimes I don't know what to do and I block myself in certain circumstances, thus endangering my life.
When I feel bad I choose to be patient until I get well, like someone with a cold, but there have been times when I have waited and waited and when I could no longer do anything but let them take me to the doctor or hurry and run to the emergency hospital.
I can't see the limit of things, so I suppose that if I go to live alone, in three or four years I will have died of something unintentionally.
Or just when my mother dies and there's no one watching over me.
It has happened to me many times...
Now I remember the end-of-year trip when I was 14 years old, I lost 8 kilos because the week I spent away from home I didn't dare to eat the hotel menu or drink almost any water (not even the water I was carrying for fear that it would run out).
And when I caught salmonellosis poisoning, haha, I was asking for patience at home until I was admitted to the hospital for 5 days, a good mess.
And the last time I got sick I didn't want to take anything because I thought the fever would go down in 3 days... and I spent 10 days at 39'5ºC until my mother said enough was enough (it affected my brain).
Well yes, the plan is to just live alone and do nothing but be myself and die of uselessness... how sad, eh.
When I feel bad I choose to be patient until I get well, like someone with a cold, but there have been times when I have waited and waited and when I could no longer do anything but let them take me to the doctor or hurry and run to the emergency hospital.
I can't see the limit of things, so I suppose that if I go to live alone, in three or four years I will have died of something unintentionally.
Or just when my mother dies and there's no one watching over me.
It has happened to me many times...
Now I remember the end-of-year trip when I was 14 years old, I lost 8 kilos because the week I spent away from home I didn't dare to eat the hotel menu or drink almost any water (not even the water I was carrying for fear that it would run out).
And when I caught salmonellosis poisoning, haha, I was asking for patience at home until I was admitted to the hospital for 5 days, a good mess.
And the last time I got sick I didn't want to take anything because I thought the fever would go down in 3 days... and I spent 10 days at 39'5ºC until my mother said enough was enough (it affected my brain).
Well yes, the plan is to just live alone and do nothing but be myself and die of uselessness... how sad, eh.
En realitat el meu métode consisteix en anar-me'n a viure sol. Potser no li passa als altres, però jo de vegades no se que fer i em bloquejo en determinades circumstàcies posant així en perill la meva vida.
Quan em trobo malament opto per tenir paciència fins que em curi, com qui te un refredat, però hi ha hagut de vegades que he esperat i esperat i quan ja no he pogut més no he pogut fer rés més que deixar que em portessin a veure el metge o a correc-cuïta a l'hospital d'urgències.
No se veure el límit de les coses, així que suposo que si m'en vaig a viure sol, en tres o quatre anys m'hauré mort de qualsevol cosa sense voler-ho.
O simplement quan mori la meva mare i no hi hagi ningú que estigui vetllant per mi.
M'ha passat força vegades...
Ara m'enrecordo del viatge de fi de curs de quan tenía 14 anys, vaig perdre 8 kilos perquè la setmana que vaig passar fora de casa no m'atrevia a menjar el menú de l'hotel ni a beure gairebé aigua (ni la que portava jo per por a que s'acabés).
I quan vaig agafar una intoxicació per salmonelosi jo demanant paciència a casa fins que em van ingressar a l'hospital durant 5 dies fet un bon nyap.
I l'última vegada que em vaig posar malalt no volía prendre res perquè pensava que la febre baixaría en 3 dies.. i m'hi vaig passar 10 dies a 39'5ºC fins que ma mare va dir prou (em va afectar el cervell).
Doncs si, el plà és simplement viure sol i no fer rés més que ser jo mateix i morir per inútil.. que trist, eh.
Quan em trobo malament opto per tenir paciència fins que em curi, com qui te un refredat, però hi ha hagut de vegades que he esperat i esperat i quan ja no he pogut més no he pogut fer rés més que deixar que em portessin a veure el metge o a correc-cuïta a l'hospital d'urgències.
No se veure el límit de les coses, així que suposo que si m'en vaig a viure sol, en tres o quatre anys m'hauré mort de qualsevol cosa sense voler-ho.
O simplement quan mori la meva mare i no hi hagi ningú que estigui vetllant per mi.
M'ha passat força vegades...
Ara m'enrecordo del viatge de fi de curs de quan tenía 14 anys, vaig perdre 8 kilos perquè la setmana que vaig passar fora de casa no m'atrevia a menjar el menú de l'hotel ni a beure gairebé aigua (ni la que portava jo per por a que s'acabés).
I quan vaig agafar una intoxicació per salmonelosi jo demanant paciència a casa fins que em van ingressar a l'hospital durant 5 dies fet un bon nyap.
I l'última vegada que em vaig posar malalt no volía prendre res perquè pensava que la febre baixaría en 3 dies.. i m'hi vaig passar 10 dies a 39'5ºC fins que ma mare va dir prou (em va afectar el cervell).
Doncs si, el plà és simplement viure sol i no fer rés més que ser jo mateix i morir per inútil.. que trist, eh.
alliebear
The sun also sets
- Jun 13, 2022
- 45
I once tried the charcoal method and failed. Then I started leaning towards hanging as it has good success rate. Along the way I discovered SN and was able to acquire it so that's what I'm going with.
I go back between a full suspension hanging to a partial. It will probably just be chosen on the spot.
But lately, I have been looking at the tourniquet technique. Looks viable
But lately, I have been looking at the tourniquet technique. Looks viable
Asiam
Member
- Nov 22, 2022
- 69
I've heard sn is painful.. I don't quite understand why it's so popular.
I'm going to order benzos from the dark web then go ask a guy shooting up in the street if he'll get me some heroin if I split it with him. Bit scary as a single female.
If it doesn't work, exit bag with nitrogen. The place that sells it is for welding and scuba diving and stuff.. I'm not sure what kind of excuse I can make that I need it. I'm hoping I can get both benzos and heroin on the dark net but I'm afraid to take that risk
I'm going to order benzos from the dark web then go ask a guy shooting up in the street if he'll get me some heroin if I split it with him. Bit scary as a single female.
If it doesn't work, exit bag with nitrogen. The place that sells it is for welding and scuba diving and stuff.. I'm not sure what kind of excuse I can make that I need it. I'm hoping I can get both benzos and heroin on the dark net but I'm afraid to take that risk
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