Wantingpeace
Wizard
- Aug 16, 2018
- 672
Before damage and having hard time walking helped, talking to people, getting lost in creative things like pottery jewellery making photography..dancing
-
Security update: At around 2:28AM EST, the site was labeled as malicious by Google erroneously, causing users to get a "Dangerous site" warning in most browsers. It appears that this was done by mistake and has been reversed by Google. It may take a few hours for you to stop seeing those warnings.
If you're still getting these warnings, please let a member of staff know.
Kim
Daydreamer
- Sep 18, 2018
- 156
A long time ago I liked to read books. Nowadays I can't concentrate anymore on books or something comparable...
What makes me feel better?
My boyfriend, go out in the forest (when I can motivate me to go out of the door...), I love jogging - but since a few weeks my leg and back hurts every day and I can't do any sports (yes I'm in therapy but nothing really helps -.-*), mmhh.. I like music and yes I think it helps me in my darkest hours...
What makes me feel better?
My boyfriend, go out in the forest (when I can motivate me to go out of the door...), I love jogging - but since a few weeks my leg and back hurts every day and I can't do any sports (yes I'm in therapy but nothing really helps -.-*), mmhh.. I like music and yes I think it helps me in my darkest hours...
Wantingpeace
Wizard
- Aug 16, 2018
- 672
Temporarilyabsurd
NOISE:signal
- Apr 27, 2018
- 438
I miss a good spirited tussle ,,, did tennis as a kid . SMASH ...
and squash ... now THAT is gladiatorial !!!
Broken racquets ...
Joyful hatred .
Basically a fight ...
With yourself ?
edit to add .
This has really given me food for thought ...
I did a bit of soccer and softball as a youngster ,
Now,
Not being on a team ...
Losing that connection I had as a younger person .
Hmmmm
Thanks for that incite .
Last edited:
windingdown
Specialist
- Sep 10, 2018
- 367
Awesome poem in your tagline area. (whatever that is called : )
For me, music: classical and choral. I could be forgiven for thinking life can be beautiful when I listen to it.
Kim
Daydreamer
- Sep 18, 2018
- 156
I loved fantasybooks. I really loved "Wolfgang Hohlbein". I also read something like Lord of the rings or Harry Potter. I can remember when I was an teenager I was totally nervous and exited to wait for the new HP book. ^-^ I read it in english because of the early release date ;) - I was impatient to wait for the german translation O_o ..
windingdown
Specialist
- Sep 10, 2018
- 367
Kim
Daydreamer
- Sep 18, 2018
- 156
:) me too :)
There're so much things....*to remember early days* it's a pity..
NOISYMIND
Everyday I wake up I wanna die again.
- Sep 11, 2018
- 164
Music, youtube, video game development, occasional hobbyist electronics.
Lately it's been listening to the lord of the rings soundtrack lol
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
Wtf is your problem? I'm not trolling
The words in my tagline are song lyrics ...... Song: "Wish You Were Here" ...... Artist: Pink Floyd ...... Album: "Wish You Were Here" (Same title as the song)
wezel
Experienced
- Aug 14, 2018
- 221
Agreed ! We got a classical music thread here going, check it out !! It's only few of us...
ThisIsTheEnd
Waste of oxygen
- Aug 22, 2018
- 90
Classical music is great, I just don't get to listen all that often. I should try to listen more, I do really like it. Got any recommendations that I might not have heard (or even that I might have heard)?
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
Its music for me too. I actually love dancing and singing like an idoiot on my own but as soon as I stop I end up more sad than before. And during it I get consistent twinges of "this is pointless, why am I enjoying something, if somebody saw me doing this I would hate myself" so it doesn't really last.
But I pass most of my time just listening to tunes, music is so so evocative in a world that isn't really anymore.
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
Can't say I agree. It may affect people in deeply personal ways that will never go away, that's how it feels for me. Most days I don't feel strong emotion at all but I can use music to get them out. If I want to cry music is the one way I can usually guarantee it. Nothing makes me happy or sad or contemplative like music does but it doesn't feel like it has any bearing on my life, reality or thoughts.
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
Yuja Wang any live piano
wezel
Experienced
- Aug 14, 2018
- 221
Make time for it, is always worth it, and the variety is incredible, from Gregorian chant to contemporary,
from vocal to instrumental Where to start? .
Just some criss cross examples, a ride across the centuries. Hope you enjoy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgSNgzA37To
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXeRVdUTm4Y
i will try porn on TOR today, maybe I find something new, legal of course
windingdown
Specialist
- Sep 10, 2018
- 367
I love the Boston WCRB classical station app... the best. When I listen to it, I can forget that life is painful.
windingdown
Specialist
- Sep 10, 2018
- 367
Oh, what a wonderful post. Where is the classical music thread?
History, historical dress, historical sites (I'm reminded by the top video) I also really enjoy - they've brought me a great deal of pleasure in my life. I've enjoyed visiting historical sites (eg National Trust sites) especially in the U.K.
But, another thing that doesn't do for me what it used to. Now I just think, oh dearest, you can't save me. You're so lovely, I wish you could. I will miss you.
wezel
Experienced
- Aug 14, 2018
- 221
Loved the National Trust sites, used to be proud member ! And yes, damn it, my life is centered around classical music, and it won't save me in the end, a real bugger. I will miss that even when I am dead...lol...
The classical music thread is here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/classical-classicalish-music.4532/#post-78653 Enjoy !!
windingdown
Specialist
- Sep 10, 2018
- 367
Thank you!
That's super. I want to take all the beautiful elements of life and gather them around me, and stop things from changing and declining... there has been so much good. (I don't believe in an afterlife, but if there was one, I would want it to be like this.) I will feel sorrowful about leaving behind classical and choral music till my last breath; and also the beautiful places I have been, especially in Britain.
wezel
Experienced
- Aug 14, 2018
- 221
That's the spirit ! I try to do the same.
England has such beautiful countryside and villages, OMG, if I could return there I would be fine.
But the decline of one's life is another tale.
ref. Afterlife...my fingers are twitching ...my apologies:
"Dear Mr.God,
if you exist ( which you don't ) : spare me your afterlife ! I'll even pay the priest a handsome sum if I can
be deregistered from it. I know how much money always meant to your representatives down here, so I am optimistic you will accept my offer.
I am fine as is now, I accept my misery, but I do not repent and I never will as I have always disliked all that false self castigating !
I believe in nature, which operates perfectly without you, and I find it quite comforting as opposed to some of your operatives down here, who abuse children and bless weapons, and usually always side with those in power.
Sincerely yours
Wezel".
Music, reading, podcasts, watching horror movies or going to see my friends/getting dressed up
Brokenanddeadinside
Arcanist
- Aug 8, 2018
- 403