what makes life so terrible

[Darkover]

1 limited resources no money
2 no home nowhere to setup a base or lab
3 no love no sex no intimacy heartbreak
4 no friends sharing thing you have in common with each other
5 sickness injury disease deformities disability ugly mental health problems
6 lack of basic needs food shelter water sex sleep heat
7 no fulfilling job lack of purpose
8 very stuipd severely lacking intelligence in both adults and children
9 the very slow speed at which the universe operates at light speed
10 needing to eat sleep drink shit and piss
11 being enslaved inside a death trap
12 limited time
13 death decaying machine and old age
14 small spaces house are shoebox sizes for the vast majority
15 verbal communication is terrible slow and is prone to miscommunication
16 evolution is blind and down to random mutations no where near producing the best result
17 catastrophic disasters flooding land slide earthquakes wildfires hurricane virus
18 no off switch when you really need one no mercy
19 loss of a loved one
20 at the mercy of your emotions
21 bad parents neglecte abused
22 shitholes
23 harassment discrimination racist bullying
24 rapist murders pedophiles thieves
25 war

 

[FuneralCry]

I see existence as not only terrible but also incredibly evil. The extreme amount of suffering existence ultimately causes is absolutely horrifying, it's disturbing how in existence there is unlimited potential for cruelty, harm and torment. It's why I'd prefer to die under all circumstances and see suicide as very rational as nobody can suffer from the peace of eternal nothingness yet there is no such thing as rock bottom in this hellish reality. If one suffers so extremely now it can always get much more torturous and this can happen at any moment as after all chance so senselessly determines everything.

And yes, having no offswitch to permanently escape from this harmful and futile existence truly is horrific. What I despise is the burdensome nature of existence where we never consented to having existence imposed yet humans wish to make existence into a prison where one cannot peacefully escape on their own terms. It's a curse to be a slave to suffering in this decaying flesh prison with no straightforward way to die, I see it as such a horrifying, terrible tragedy how life even evolved at all.

 

[sewycidial]

I agree with this list why live with no resources and mental health issues

 

[ijustwishtodie]

26. suffering is always guaranteed in life and is even required to continue living as a human being