What sleep schedule?
I hardly have a concept of time any longer, days blend together.
My insomnia is horrendous, the amount of sleep debt I've accrued over the last 6.5 years especially, is insurmountable.
And I never had quality sleep even before that.
My brain does not turn off.
Whether or not my body is tired, my brain "has a mind of its own".
Even substances won't shut it down, unless I overdo it.
Could have been a positive if I didn't only have miserable things to think on and worry about (and they are the real detriment when it comes down to it, not my brain..it's living in such a frightened, uncomfortable and anxious state 24/7).
10 am-10 pm ..I wish.
But yes, that is already me pacing with lightning speed at 2am.
I try to be in bed by 11 pm and have my alarm set to 8 by default, 8:30 on the weekends. I can't sleep during the day even with blackout curtains. I am dependent on benzos to sleep normally, though I can sleep without in extreme circumstances (sick/dehydration).
Overall I do better when I sleep at night, sunlight is energizing for me and routines help me take good care of myself.
I haven't been feeling well rested lately unfortunately. Watch says my oxygen level has been low (<95% SpO2) most nights. I don't plan to live long enough to get medical care for this.
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How does it determine your oxygen level?