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tiredandconfused

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Sep 14, 2021
52
I work as an SEN specialist teacher. Despite it being rewarding I still think of giving up. Feel like a hypocrite
 
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BlueFox

Member
Jun 16, 2021
5
Unemployed
 
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back_to_oblivion

back_to_oblivion

Expired
Aug 30, 2021
341
I'm an importer/exporter I work at Vandelay Industries.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Student worker now. I used to work retail and software engineering as well
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Stripper and sugar baby but also receiving disability allowance and therefore evading tax:sunglasses:
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,474
Dreamer. :3

I'd like to take art commissions and I've been self-studying art and 3D sculpting but I don't wanna base my whole life on making money. Like I love art but the second I think about doing it not for fun and a few extra bucks but for "living" I feel like the life and money can fuck off.

Like I love reading NSFW manga but if someone told me that I have to do it every day for the rest of my life in order to be "entitled" to things the world can fuck off.

I will never work for money I'm not a slave.

....I could read one page of a manga if that earned me a 24 inch 4k Cintiq with touch and without fans. :3 SOMEONE WAS SELLING THEIR CINTIQ FOR CHEAP AND I'D HAVE BOUGHT IT DESPITE MONEY PROBLEMS BUT GODDAMN THEY HAVE LOUD FANS.

(On a disability leave, I wish I could get a permanent disability leave since I have asperger and ADD, but this country sucks and claims that having permanent disabilities from birth makes me unentitled to disability leave.)
 
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weallneedtovent

weallneedtovent

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Sep 6, 2021
86
Stripper and sugar baby but also receiving disability allowance and therefore evading tax:sunglasses:
Tax 'evasion' is a full time job! Avoidance is as close as i get :tongue:
 
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Molded foundation

Student
Sep 17, 2021
136
Salesman, part time hermit.
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Unemployed
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
I'm a real estate agent by day and a dentist by night. On weekends I write code for a big software company. I'm very accomplished.
 
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Seafoam

Seafoam

Student
Jun 26, 2020
103
I'm a humble retail worker who desperately wants to be neet again.
 
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Witness of the mind

Witness of the mind

Member
Jul 24, 2021
9
A security guard stuck around normies and toxic masculinity conservative "alpha males" which is hard for a lefty but at least I get to sleep at work.
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
695
Uni student majoring in Software Engineering
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,729
Not to be that person, but I am that person:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/in-which-industry-do-you-work-if-at-all.70056/

Interested to see how the results here differ from mine.

I'm back in retail. Yay me! :-/
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I help to manufacture and assemble metal signs, letters and logos. Ranging from aluminum, brass , bronze, copper, stainless steel... You name it and we can probably cut it.
 
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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

Student
Jul 23, 2021
196
I work in an elderly care home, but as like an extra helper. I used to work there a lot, now I never go to work. My mental health is too bad.I am in university part time too, doing social science courses.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Boring retail. I hate work. I fucking hate work. Just want to stay home and for the government to pay me more :(
 
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Volo vent

Volo vent

Member
Sep 20, 2021
62
I used to work as a cashier now i dont have a job it sucks being an useless piece of shit
 
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verminoid

verminoid

REPENT NOW
Dec 13, 2019
26
I work in the mental health field. Irony at is best.
because a lot of my clients suffer with similar mental and neurological conditions to me, it just makes me more acutely aware of how much proper care for these people, for us, is lacking. i'm sure the same is true for you. it's hard.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
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I was a professor, but I've been working as a banker for the past 20 months.
 
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yellothere

yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
On disability. Never had one never will.
How???? I don't understand how people get on disability so easily? How do you know you never will? Is it physical ? I don't see how people get it so easily for mental, I have heard people in RL say they lied to get it. I could never lie.
 
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Lauralyn

Member
Sep 16, 2021
38
How???? I don't understand how people get on disability so easily? How do you know you never will? Is it physical ? I don't see how people get it so easily for mental, I have heard people in RL say they lied to get it. I could never lie.
I had some psychosis and paranoia for about four years that got progressively worse until about a year ago. Probably stress and hormonal IMO and not schizophrenia but I do have a schizoaffective and bipolar diagnosis. was self injuring like crazy. Biting and scratching myself. Had to even go under anaesthesia to get rid of the infection for one bite mark. I scratched my arm up til it was one huge scab. Often screaming at the top of my lungs. I didn't lie and the nursing home I live in helped me get it. I seemed to have some genital arousal disorder and a lot of it was that and also being extremely emotional but I would inflict pain to make my emotions go away and to override the sensations i was having. Felt very dirty and emotional from that because I saw some stuff that happened while it was going on that was disturbing to me and hearing things uncomfortable. Sorry if that's tmi just what was going on with me at the time.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Researcher, legislative consultant, director of a public policy project.
 
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yellothere

yellothere

I don’t want to die... I just want to go back
Aug 12, 2021
100
I had some psychosis for about four years that got progressively worse until about a year ago. Probably stress and hormonal IMO and not schizophrenia but I do have a schizoaffective and bipolar diagnosis. was self injuring like crazy. Biting and scratching myself. Had to even go under anaesthesia to get rid of the infection for one bite mark. I scratched my arm up til it was one huge scab. Often screaming at the top of my lungs. I didn't lie and the nursing home I live in helped me get it. I seemed to have some genital arousal disorder and a lot of it was that and also being extremely emotional but I would inflict pain to make my emotions and to override the sensations i was having.
That's unfortunate. It's sad. People often with any mental health cannot get on it short term to recover, or get on it without agreeing to be medicated since therapy is not considered "enough". How were you in a home? I ask because I wish I had a place to go when I was having trouble working, getting tenors, blurred vision(from stress), constant visual snow (from my anxiety and reading about it after developing floaters), and my mind blanking. I couldn't function in that house I lived in. Too may memories. Never got help. Asked POS psychiatrist who just kept giving name anti-depressents for anxiety (I used to function normal without them before traumatic events) and no help finding a therapist. Called lawyers but wouldn't take a case without taking meds from a psychiatrist (even though they were part of what broke me in the first place). I honestly don't know how I didn't get help...
 
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Lauralyn

Member
Sep 16, 2021
38
That's unfortunate. It's sad. People often with any mental health cannot get on it short term to recover, or get on it without agreeing to be medicated since therapy is not considered "enough". How were you in a home? I ask because I wish I had a place to go when I was having trouble working, getting tenors, blurred vision(from stress), constant visual snow (from my anxiety and reading about it after developing floaters), and my mind blanking. I couldn't function in that house I lived in. Too may memories. Never got help. Asked POS psychiatrist who just kept giving name anti-depressents for anxiety (I used to function normal without them before traumatic events) and no help finding a therapist. Called lawyers but wouldn't take a case without taking meds from a psychiatrist (even though they were part of what broke me in the first place). I honestly don't know how I didn't get help...
I was self injuring in a homeless shelter. From there to a hospital then the state approved me to be sent to a nursing home while I was there.
 
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orangepotato

Student
Mar 26, 2020
148
Computer Programmer
 
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Beau

Beau

Student
Aug 30, 2021
100
Chemical engineer, switched to programming, then had to stop working due to illness
 
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