What is your method and how did you choose?

[Seiba]

SN, it overruled shotgun for me. It is less anxious inducing than going to a clerk to get a gun and the following information you must give the clerk (homeschooled, and still no license and no otherwise education.) SN was pretty much great because it could easily be ordered online, the barrier being you needed a bank or digital bank at least to get the stuff such as meto. However, because of meclizine being in some less drowsy dramamine it works out well enough. N would obviously be a bit better, but SN is not something I'd really sneeze at as a method. N is too expensive for my situation and would require too much saving which is not possible in my situation with my only income being selling my plasma.

My other options would be slitting my throat, jumping, jumping for train, or trying with a bedsheet. None of those are ideal -- I imagine it's easier to overcome survival instinct when you simply have to psyche yourself into drinking something pretty quickly. The new structures online when it comes to getting SN are going to make it a bit of pain being someone who lives at home and has no access to a lab, but there still seems an option or so out of all the "nitrate" that pops up now when you try to find it. If not, I may revisit N at a later date.

 

[Vasy93]

Where are you getting propofol from ??

From a vet store. The store does not yet have the solution for euthanasia "pentobarbital sodium", it has only propofol, and TANAX (T61), which contains embutramide with narcotic and paralyzing action on the CNS and at the same time on the respiratory system. I plan to have a fast intravenous injection of 50 ml, containing a mixture of 25 ml propofol & 25 ml TANAX

 

[D&D]

A lot of people that kill themselves just kinda fuckin do it. Who knows what they researched or bought through sketchy sources or what they were even doing. A lot of celebs it seems just get a ligature and do the job. It's not as hard as we all make it out to be, its just scary.

They do fuckin do it, don't they. I keep on telling myself - it can't be that hard. Then the voice in my head pipes in ... so, tell me then - how come you are not dead yet? It demands to know. The voice does. All the fuckin time. I am working on it. On killing the voice.

 

[PassingThrough]

At first I was gonna go with the H2S generation method. I know this method gets a lot of hate here but it does have some unique qualities:
1) You fall unconscious in less than a second (a single breath is enough) and die in less than a minute (I don't quite remember but i think even a few seconds are enough). This is faster than all other methods - even N.
2) The materials required are easy to obtain, completely legal and will probably never become restricted in any way.
3) The method requires zero preparation. If the necessary materials are at hand, you can execute the method immediately.

but the disadvantage of endangering other people is definitely a deal-breaker for most of us. Thus I decided to go with SA ingestion. However, If I do not manage to obtain it, I'm not sure what I'll do. Might go back to H2S, trying to minimize the risk to others to the best of my ability.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

At first I was gonna go with the H2S generation method. I know this method gets a lot of hate here but it does have some unique qualities

Interesting. Which country are you from, if you don't mind me asking? I know that in parts of Asia, hydrogen sulfide is a popular method. I don't think I ever personally heard of a case in North America or Europe.

 

[PassingThrough]

There were definitely cases in the US at least; just google 'Detergent death'. But yes, it is apparently used mostly in Japan where the second ingredient (lime sulfur) is trivial to obtain.

 

[fox_wannabe]

My chosen method will likely be hanging. Hanging is the most accessible method.

That is also true for me, I think It is my first and only option I could choose, I mean full suspension hanging. It is super fast and very, very lethal. Tho it is hard to find right tree for it, tho I have seen some people use towers of power lines for that, so this might not be a problem.

Also hanging is for me a bit romantic, not the effect. Just dying in a forest and spending last precious moments in nature. I actually went into a forest few times to ctb, more like... 5 times?maybe 6. But I was not desperate. I am not making myself more desperate. But If I get desperate, and there is nothing I could do about it, than I know forest will welcome me with open arms. Sometimes I think maybe wild animals will feed my rotting body to their young, that would be strange and wholesome. Hey, I did not join SS because I am normal.

 

[Cantbereal]

There is such a wide range of chosen methods on here. I am curious to read about yours and why you chose the method. We are all pretty much in the same boat but chose widely different modes of exit.

I guess I'll go first. My method is N and I arrived at this method because I failed at partial hanging. I realized I need a method I can actually go through with.

What is n?

 

[akirat9]

SN, read the resource thread. was dm the link to IC