What is your method and how did you choose?

[Chinaski]

The US pharmaceutical companies are just drug peddling cartels. I read an article about a pharmacist who ctb by putting a bunch of fentanyl patches on his back. I know doctors, pharmacists and vets have the highest suicide rates among professions. Probably because they have easy access to life ending drugs.

I'd prefer firearm because once the barrel is in your mouth there is zero time between pulling the trigger and death for any anxiety. N is much more peaceful but the minutes waiting to pass out will be very difficult l imagine.

 

[Eternal Oblivion]

I'l be trying partial. At least that way I can still have one last meal and drink, and I saw a video of a guy doing this method and he lost his councioness after just 8 seconds.

 

[Someone123]

I'd prefer firearm because once the barrel is in your mouth there is zero time between pulling the trigger and death for any anxiety. N is much more peaceful but the minutes waiting to pass out will be very difficult l imagine.

I reserached firearms a lot. A firearm in the mouthe works a high percentage but not all of the time- same with the side of the head- there is no angle that is certain to work with a firearm except perhaps a shotgun to the head, pulling the trigger with a tge and blowing most of your head off.

 

[Bedrock48]

My current main method is CO, I know that can be a controversial topic on here at times but it seems to be the best method I have access too. I don't want a method where I need to ingest poison like N or SN and something that will be minimally traumatising to whoever finds me or is involved so I've been avoiding using a train. Hopefully alongside some medication CO should be relatively peaceful too as a bonus.

 

[FuneralCry]

My chosen method will likely be hanging. Hanging is the most accessible method. The people who have N are lucky as that seems to be the most peaceful way to exit. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. Hanging does sound like an unpleasant way to exit but eventually I know I will get desperate enough. For me the big problem is the fear of failure but many people have been successful with hanging which shows it can be done.

 

[Maaizr]

I'd prefer firearm because once the barrel is in your mouth there is zero time between pulling the trigger and death for any anxiety.

this is why firearm is my preferred method - one and done, no time to even think about it . i've done plenty enough thinking already, time to goooo

 

[ayn]

SN with a shotgun as my backup

 

[HiImPaul]

Have thought about SN but I don't have a good way to get it at the moment. I do have a gun available but I'd rather my mom not walk in on a room with my brains splattered everywhere. So I'm probably going to go with partial. I did a practice run yesterday and stopped before I was able to lose consciousness. Not too painful and I easy would have passed out of I added more weight. Only issue is going to be the SI, but when things are bad enough I'll get over that.

 

[Deleted member 32964]

Intraoral gunshot is my backup since I have a firearm readily available, but I plan to jump in a remote location.
I've already found the perfect spot. Just patiently waiting for my date to come.

I have seen a person jump. They nearly landed on top of me.

A man in a building where I lived jumped. As he was only 5 stories up, he lived. You need to be 6 stories up or risk surviving with mass injuries.

A friend of mine jumped to her death after living with trauma for years. They found her dead at a construction site.

I have had whims where jumping looked ideal. There are cameras up in most places, ppl can see you, which makes me anxious.

There are some high bridges ideal for jumping in WA. I went to one here for hiking and realized how terrified of heights I am. Wasn't considering death that day until cornered with religious force.

Am agnostic. Religion makes me suicidal.

 

[Beachygirl]

I'm jumping from beachy head but sn os my back up plan.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

this is why firearm is my preferred method - one and done, no time to even think about it . i've done plenty enough thinking already, time to goooo

SI has to be pretty high with firearms though. But I guess it is the closest you can get to flipping a switch to turn yourself off.

Have thought about SN but I don't have a good way to get it at the moment. I do have a gun available but I'd rather my mom not walk in on a room with my brains splattered everywhere. So I'm probably going to go with partial. I did a practice run yesterday and stopped before I was able to lose consciousness. Not too painful and I easy would have passed out of I added more weight. Only issue is going to be the SI, but when things are bad enough I'll get over that.

Even just two years ago SN was easy to get and there were many suppliers. These days it appears to be getting harder and harder. I think that is why it is important to gather all the materials you need while you still can. You never know what could happen in the future.

A man in a building where I lived jumped. As he was only 5 stories up, he lived. You need to be 6 stories up or risk surviving with mass injuries.

I think the general consensus on here is you need at least 10 stories onto a hard surface. Bridges are popular but there is always the risk of drowning to death when jumping into water.

 

[Deleted member 32964]

i have tried: coleman lantern, pills, household chemicals.

I would like Pento. Quiet, peaceful, guaranteed. Hard to find.

 

[Matthtvr]

mines N to it seems to be the best option available just got to save up some money first, but if i had access to any and all drugs i would take olanzapine overdose because that knocks you completely out in a couple of mins combined with N or maybe i would prefer fentanyl.

Is 30-40 tablets att 15mg of olanzapine enough for a overdose? And then take N.

 

[Darkover]

is 30-40 tablets att 15mg of olanzapine enough for a overdose? And then take N.

i used olanzapine melt in mouth tablets 10mg tablets only had around 20 of them, dissolved them in a glass of water and within a couple of mins i was completely unconscious for like 2 days i was put into medically induced coma at AE, i never felt a thing completely peaceful.

 

[Deleted member 32964]

i used olanzapine melt in mouth tablets 10mg tablets only had around 20 of them, dissolved them in a glass of water and within a couple of mins i was completely unconscious for like 2 days i was put into medically induced coma at AE, i never felt a thing completely peaceful.

you lived.

 

[Darkover]

you lived.

yeah unfortunately, i think you would need like 4000mg to overdose purely on olanzapine so around 400x10mg tablets

 

[Matthtvr]

i used olanzapine melt in mouth tablets 10mg tablets only had around 20 of them, dissolved them in a glass of water and within a couple of mins i was completely unconscious for like 2 days i was put into medically induced coma at AE, i never felt a thing completely peaceful.

So you mean that olanzapine could work by itself for suicide. No N needed?

I may have some melt in mouth tablets also, but should i Crush the tablets that Arent melt in mouth olanzapine

 

[Deleted member 32964]

yeah unfortunately, i think you would need like 4000mg to overdose purely on olanzapine so around 400x10mg tablets

I don't even know what that is. I used OTC pills. I've seen people OD a lot around me. One woman in a building where I lived last died from some opiate pill. She didn't intend to. It was creepy because I had just bought her something to eat while she was starting to work again. I was saddened by it. Another building where I lived (temp) had many OD's (drugs, pills - suicide). People needed stomachs pumped and repeated the suicide attempt repeatedly. Locked in rooms with abusive men. I am actually trying to get away from it and found this place helpful. I tried ot light a coleman lantern a few night ago. Oh well. Hopefully I flip back to "SUPERCHARGED" mode soon and everything comes up roses instead of me pushing them up. My suicide reaction is usually spur-of-moment just triggered.

 

[Darkover]

So you mean that olanzapine could work by itself for suicide. No N needed?

I may have some melt in mouth tablets also, but should i Crush the tablets that Arent melt in mouth olanzapine

i 'm sure you could overdoes on olanzapine and die but you need to do your own research on that you would need a large amount alot more than 30 tablets like 400 of them, get a mortar and pestle to crush the pills down into small pieces than add them to water and drink.

 

[Matthtvr]

i 'm sure you could overdoes on olanzapine and die but you need to do your own research on that you would need a large amount alot more than 30 tablets like 400 of them, get a mortar and pestle to crush the pills down into small pieces than add them to water and drink.

Okay i see. But maybe just 4-5 olanzapine tablets before taking N would be okay.
They help me tio sleep so.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

N. Albeit I have amassed large (800+) Zopiclone and somewhat less Diazepam - just in case. Good Caribbean rum and Belgium chocolates.
One learns as one goes.
I found all I needed to know about N and how to obtain it from Philip Nitschke's site. For a price of course. A few weeks later I stumbled upon this forum. This is when the real learning started. N, AE, etc. - those are all technicalities. How to swiftly and effectively pull the plug. Ordering the hand to, so to speak, actually pull the plug it is the another matter all together. Which is where this forum is invaluable.

A lot of people that kill themselves just kinda fuckin do it. Who knows what they researched or bought through sketchy sources or what they were even doing. A lot of celebs it seems just get a ligature and do the job. It's not as hard as we all make it out to be, its just scary.

 

[Thaneem]

Shotgun. I have ready access and the success rate is 99%, so it's a no brainer. Plus, it's the method my great grandfather and father used, so it's something of a family tradition.

 

[Vasy93]

My method is Propofol, otherwise I would use amitriptyline

 

[4eyebiped]

I picked the exit bag. It seemed to have the highest success rate along with seemingly being the most peaceful. Both of those I appreciate. Not to mention, it isn't messy and you can talk in a funny voice and laugh at how you sound as you die.

 

[Vasy93]

mines N to it seems to be the best option available just got to save up some money first, but if i had access to any and all drugs i would take olanzapine overdose because that knocks you completely out in a couple of mins combined with N or maybe i would prefer fentanyl.

And promazine can be effective

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

A lot of people that kill themselves just kinda fuckin do it. Who knows what they researched or bought through sketchy sources or what they were even doing. A lot of celebs it seems just get a ligature and do the job. It's not as hard as we all make it out to be, its just scary.

Maybe these people including the celebs also made previous attempts that we don't know about

 

[sadnurse]

My method is Propofol, otherwise I would use amitriptyline

Where are you getting propofol from ??

 

[wanttodie]

My chosen method will likely be hanging I'l be trying partial have always wanted d to die by hanging

 

[peepo]

I tired to hang on a tree but couldn't go through because it blocked my windpipe and I panicked (partial hanging).

I am going to attempt the night night method. Seems easy enough and the components are easy to buy. I am hoping that it will knock me out in less than 30 seconds.

 

[xcaramel]

I am leaving this world via an exit bag. I bought a regulator and a mask from escmode from Greenberg's recommendation and later this week I'll gather the courage to head outside to buy a nitrogen gas canister. I heard how painless, quick and easy it is and I think it is the best possible method available to me. It's also more of a nerdy way to leave, which I find apt considering I'm majoring in engineering.
im somewhat nervous about brain damage but I am confident that I won't be found in time to be rescued. I just don't want to be in any pain or awareness. I am considering buying N though if the exit bag method isn't what I am expecting it to be. But for now I can't wait to die peacefully, painlessly and quickly by inert gas.