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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
There is such a wide range of chosen methods on here. I am curious to read about yours and why you chose the method. We are all pretty much in the same boat but chose widely different modes of exit.

I guess I'll go first. My method is N and I arrived at this method because I failed at partial hanging. I realized I need a method I can actually go through with.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
My method is N. I known about it for a decade but got busy with life until recently when I became actively suicidal again so i searched for it until it led me here so I bought it
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,471
mines N to it seems to be the best option available just got to save up some money first, but if i had access to any and all drugs i would take olanzapine overdose because that knocks you completely out in a couple of mins combined with N or maybe i would prefer fentanyl.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
mines N to it seems to be the best option available just got to save up some money first, but if i had access to any and all drugs i would take olanzapine overdose because that knocks you completely out in a couple of mins combined with N or maybe i would prefer fentanyl.
olanzapine is antipsychotic which may interfere with N working as fast as it normally should. You may risk prolonged coma before passing away and getting discovered
 
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bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
first it was partial because i didn't think i could get my hands on SN or N. Then I got SN and a month later I got N.

I still prefer a gun over N due to the quickness and impulsiveness that can go into it but i have no means of getting one and i don't feel like going down the illegal route of obtaining one.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Right now it's SN. In the past it was hanging as I thought it was the only method available for me but after some research it seems that SN is easier to get than I thought. At this point I'm waiting for the SN to arrive.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
My method will be eith sn or full suspension most likely, though I will consider other methods for a while still. My guess at this time is to try sn first with full suspension as a backup plan, though we'll see. There are both reliable methods (success rates are unknown, though- my educated guess is 80% for sn if done close to the protocol and close to 100% for full suspension if you are not heard and taken down- this is a big if for me though, I haven't been able to find a private enough location, so my actual guess for this method might also be 50% to 80%- who knows. If an attempt fails people seem to usually recover from sn whereas in full suspension you could get brain damage depending on when you are pulled down. I wish I could find a better location for full suspension where no one would hear any noise, but a person usually needs a whole house alone for this.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,468
N, though preferred method would be firearm if l could get hold of one.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
main SN, backup partial hanging. i think i don't have much choice in this matter
 
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erdbeeren

Student
Oct 13, 2021
100
I haven't completely made my decision yet.

The preferred method is an intraoral shotgun blast. Shotguns to the head are very lethal and they're cheaper than other types of firearms so it's a win-win.

I've seriously considered train ctb since it wouldn't require me to spend any money on materials, but I am hesitant because I don't want to traumatize the driver who has done no wrong.

Sn and the night-night method are certainly on the table and one of them may be how I ultimately go out since they'll likely be cheaper with less room for fuck ups.
 
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Dreamlike Reality

Dreamlike Reality

Bedhead 💤
Nov 29, 2021
74
Intraoral gunshot is my backup since I have a firearm readily available, but I plan to jump in a remote location.
I've already found the perfect spot. Just patiently waiting for my date to come.
 
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Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
I'm going to use SN. I would rather N but I don't make much money.
I have everything needed for the SN method.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
Intraoral gunshot is my backup since I have a firearm readily available, but I plan to jump in a remote location.
I've already found the perfect spot. Just patiently waiting for my date to come.
Interesting- jumping from enough height can be a very reliable method, but what is enough height- for over water or land or concrete? That is always the question. It would be interesting to know how much height and to what type of surface, if you would want to share this. The golden gate bridge would work for me if it wasn't so heavily patrolled. If you lived in this area you'd have a better chance because you could scout it out some. Reportedly the police swarm single people or those looking depressed, so you might need to walk with someone else and look happy and then break off to be able to do this, but then the other person might feel used, who knows.
 
eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
first it was partial because i didn't think i could get my hands on SN or N. Then I got SN and a month later I got N.

I still prefer a gun over N due to the quickness and impulsiveness that can go into it but i have no means of getting one and i don't feel like going down the illegal route of obtaining one.

At least now you are well prepared. I always regret not buying firearms when I still had the ability to. I live in a rough area and feel very unsafe.

N, though preferred method would be firearm if l could get hold of one.

What makes firearms so appealing as a method? Is it just the allure of guns in general? For me it is way too messy. I want to make the clean up as easy as possible.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
mines N to it seems to be the best option available just got to save up some money first, but if i had access to any and all drugs i would take olanzapine overdose because that knocks you completely out in a couple of mins combined with N or maybe i would prefer fentanyl.
Fentanyl seems very difficult to access- the punsihments are pretty severe for possession of this in the u.s., unless a person would have a prescription, which is typically prescribed for moderate to severe chronic pain.
 
eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Fentanyl seems very difficult to access- the punsihments are pretty severe for possession of this in the u.s., unless a person would have a prescription, which is typically prescribed for moderate to severe chronic pain.

The US pharmaceutical companies are just drug peddling cartels. I read an article about a pharmacist who ctb by putting a bunch of fentanyl patches on his back. I know doctors, pharmacists and vets have the highest suicide rates among professions. Probably because they have easy access to life ending drugs.
 
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9kevinngannou

9kevinngannou

Member
Oct 28, 2021
48
My method of choice is N or SN. I'd prefer a quick and almost instantenous death, so if I had the option to choose freely it would be by shotgun to the head or from jumping from a sufficient height. Neither of them are possible unfortunately.
 
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YMN

YMN

even a procrastinator in suicide
Nov 14, 2021
60
Full suspension has always been my main method idea, but now I'm heavily considering the Night-Night method. I don't think I'd be able to get my hands on SN or a firearm.
 
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BeyondRepair*FUBAR*

BeyondRepair*FUBAR*

Member
Jul 8, 2021
19
At first I though my method would be jumping, there's a really nice bridge not far from where I live, but my SI was way too strong to go through with it. I then switched to partial hanging, but after some "practicing" and not being able to really get that sweet spot that everyone talks about, I needed a different way. So I took a chance and ordered some N, and luckily it made it. So now when I'm ready to go, N will be my way out.
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
233
SN is my choice, though I still hold on to this fantasy of dying by VSED.
 
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FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
111
My method is to overdose pills and cut my wrists.
 
D&D

D&D

Write something, even if it’s just a suicide note.
Dec 3, 2021
252
N. Albeit I have amassed large (800+) Zopiclone and somewhat less Diazepam - just in case. Good Caribbean rum and Belgium chocolates.
One learns as one goes.
I found all I needed to know about N and how to obtain it from Philip Nitschke's site. For a price of course. A few weeks later I stumbled upon this forum. This is when the real learning started. N, AE, etc. - those are all technicalities. How to swiftly and effectively pull the plug. Ordering the hand to, so to speak, actually pull the plug it is the another matter all together. Which is where this forum is invaluable.
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
partial / night2 anyone?

My method is to overdose pills and cut my wrists.
how can you cut if youre unconscious from the pill?
and if you cut first before pill kicks in then the pill would be useless?
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
At least now you are well prepared. I always regret not buying firearms when I still had the ability to. I live in a rough area and feel very unsafe.



What makes firearms so appealing as a method? Is it just the allure of guns in general? For me it is way too messy. I want to make the clean up as easy as possible.
I think firearms are appealing to many because a lot of surveys say it is the highest percentage method to work- but it also has the worst outcomes when it doesn't work- faces blown off, brain damage, etc. Hanging is often listed as the next most reliable- but full suspension hanging is much more reliable than partial, though no studies I have seen separate these two from each other. Most attempts using partial that have been posted latelyh seem to have follow-up comments that they stood up and it didn't work. It seems that full suspension hanging is one of the methods that is almost certain to work if no one finds you and pulls you down- if you have an isolated enough location, such as a house to yourself, so that no one hears you, and that you have a secure enough anchor point.
partial / night2 anyone?


how can you cut if youre unconscious from the pill?
and if you cut first before pill kicks in then the pill would be useless?
Both cutting and pills, unless thay are opiods, have success rates under 2%- so combined thier success rate is still likely to be under 5%- unles you have access to opioids, which improves your chances a lot.
 
Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
My method is to overdose pills and cut my wrists.
So many people in your thread have told you not to do this. Don't you understand? This is an unsuccessful method, it will not lead to anything good
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
So many people in your thread have told you not to do this. Don't you understand? This is an unsuccessful method, it will not lead to anything good
A key downside to this method is that it can damage the functioning of your hands while not ctb.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Full suspension hanging, it's the most easily accessible method for me.
 
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Dreamlike Reality

Dreamlike Reality

Bedhead 💤
Nov 29, 2021
74
Interesting- jumping from enough height can be a very reliable method, but what is enough height- for over water or land or concrete? That is always the question. It would be interesting to know how much height and to what type of surface, if you would want to share this. The golden gate bridge would work for me if it wasn't so heavily patrolled. If you lived in this area you'd have a better chance because you could scout it out some. Reportedly the police swarm single people or those looking depressed, so you might need to walk with someone else and look happy and then break off to be able to do this, but then the other person might feel used, who knows.
My height is 232 feet / 71 meters over land. It's concrete at the bottom, so I am quite sure I have a very little chance of failure.
I'm not near to the Golden Gate bridge at all, but I don't think I would use it as my location due to the surveillance.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
My height is 232 feet / 71 meters over land. It's concrete at the bottom, so I am quite sure I have a very little chance of failure.
I'm not near to the Golden Gate bridge at all, but I don't think I would use it as my location due to the surveillance.
That does seem very likely to work.
 

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