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Swoods

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Apr 21, 2019
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Does anyone have plans for a last vacation? I have planned a cruise with my wife for all next week to let her have some good memories and time for me to relax. I am planning on taking SN by enema a couple days after we return and finally get some peace. What do you guys think or or have planned for a final holiday?
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

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Definitely Iceland and the silk roads. Something my partner can enjoy with me. Definitely a holiday with the woofers too!
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

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One last trip to a country I have not decided yet. This will be the 0lace where my existence will end.
 
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Done at Fifty

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Feb 19, 2019
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Sorry to go off topic a bit - but what is SN (I'm not on here much but I assume it a poison) and how can it work via enema? I have an RNY bypass and I'm looking for a way that won't go to my stomach. Thanks.
 
SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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SN = Sodium Nitrite [not Nitrate] and its not that difficult to get hold of. Its a food additive for curing meats mainly.
 
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Swoods

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Sorry to go off topic a bit - but what is SN (I'm not on here much but I assume it a poison) and how can it work via enema? I have an RNY bypass and I'm looking for a way that won't go to my stomach. Thanks.
It's all about the absorption. I'm going the enema route to avoid vomiting since I don't have the antiemetic and sodium nitrite will get absorbed in the rectum. It is not the way that is the " accepted" method if taking it, but I guess I like being a pioneer and I believe it will work.
 
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iamfineha

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If i have time cape town would be my first choice. Want to see those cute penguins and go on a safari tour. Also visit the famous cape of good hope. maybe bring a portable tent with me and just sleep at some random place. Making a last trip before ctb is definately a wonderful thing to do.
 
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woxihuanni

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I'm trying to buy some time before I have to ctb, or even not to have to ctb (slim chance, that, though). If I can make it, we will go to another city a couple of hours away. Could just make them remember I am human and appreciated out in the world...
 
SlackJim

SlackJim

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Sep 30, 2019
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I have a one way flight booked to the Canary Islands. I'm thinking it will tip the scales in one direction, either I'll get better or worse
 
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truthseeker

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Visit what family I have, fortunately they are all in one place. I rode freight trains for adventure and to see beautiful places off and on in my 20s & 30s. At it's best the greatest experiences of freedom I've ever had. To me it seems appropriate as I prepare for the ultimate freedom. More of a fantasy as my body wouldn't allow it. Still..
 
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Swoods

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Got back from my trip, just have to take my wife to an appointment tomorrow. I believe tomorrow night will be the time to ctb.
 

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