terry_a_davis
Warlock
- Dec 28, 2019
- 707
On mdma (in the right setting and circumstances), sex and love in a happy relationship, laughing, an enjoyable adrenaline rush.
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The joy of the possibility of growth? Like holding a seed in your hand, imagining the potential inside. There is such potential behind every time you make a new friendship :)I don't know what it's called, but for me it feels like pink bubbles are rising inside of me when I make a new friend or have a crush on someone.
I love that description! Yes, that's what it is!The joy of the possibility of growth? Like holding a seed in your hand, imagining the potential inside. There is such potential behind every time you make a new friendship :)
I like the feeling of being in the moment, of things being ok. I mostly feel like this with my friends, they make me happy ^w^I really like the feeling of imperishability, but anticipation is a close second, being much easier to trigger.
Scratch that, 1. Is that trance you go into when you hear really good music and forget your existence for a time as you melt into the song, and 4. Is that feeling when you shake your head violently then close your eyes and lean back and it feels like you're being ripped apart from the inside, it's intense and I can't always handle it but I love it, it feels like dying~1.2. It's pathetic but I fucking love being dazed out of my mind, high drunk or even just sleep deprived, I love when I have no earthly clue what the fuck is going on around me, pure oblivion, pure bliss. Dreams are fun for this same reason and I love that feeling of nodding off, brief as it tends to be.
2.3. Manic obsession, from a new fandom or new relationship or whatever, I love losing my mind over something I love before I go back to being numb
3.5. Being over caffeinated, it's just fun, better when paired with an intense sugar high, lol
I guess I only like being in some sort of altered state of mind, more controllable (generally) & less fragile than other positive feelings. Wow I suck lol