What is your deepest fear?

[DivineSpark]

Wanna share, what are you afraid of?

 

[alwaysalone]

Not finding the strength to die and living until I'm 110. Also spiders I'm really arachnophobic.

 

[Apticalt]

Being stuck in the position where there is immense physical or mental suffering, but losing the ability to end my life, so I'm forced to endure the suffering potentially for tens of years.
I'd take living to 110 though if technology advances to the point where it is possible for old people to enjoy their lives in decent physical. mental and cognitive states

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

eating around people

 

[Namelesa]

Abandonment, I rely on others as a main source of happiness so losing makes me even more depressed, especially as I feel or less worth from it due to me probably doing something wrong.

 

[Forveleth]

The judgement of my parents. Even at 40, their disappointment still controls my life.

 

[polm]

Losing function and ability to ctb

 

[psp3000]

-not being able to escape living with my parents

-dying in my parents house or anywhere in close proximity to them I just know the abusive one would make it all about themselves and tell a lot of lies and this reason helps me or stops me from going through with my plans besides recovery

-friendships

-sexually transmitted diseases and infections

-bacteria and germs and contamination

-going out in public during busy and crowded times of the day

 

[FuneralCry]

What I fear is suffering for way longer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake and it's just so horrific to me how a human can be conscious in this existence for so long with no limit as to how much agony they can feel. It really is just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of this deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to cease existing peacefully with all finally gone and forgotten and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I really will always find it so terrible to exist, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

 

[darksouls]

Wanna share, what are you afraid of?

that I will be reborn and the next live will be even worse

 

[wham311]

That I'll never ever fucking die

 

[DivineSpark]

that I will be reborn and the next live will be even worse

Sounds pretty scary....forced to live on this shitty planet again, no thanks.

 

[no-hope-no-future]

Waking up the next morning.