Discussion What is your current mood ?

[Painless_end]

In a few words, what are you feeling ?

 

[pueblo85]

hopelessness

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Hopeless empty frustrated self loathing

 

[Hurt]

Hopeless and suicidal. Guess nothing could change how I feel. CTB is on my mind everyday :/

 

[Hope:-)]

Blank

 

[Shivali]

A hole in my heart

 

[FuneralCry]

Tired of everything and wishing for eternal sleep, as usual.

 

[DarkNearDeath]

Missing being loved

 

[Klophy]

A sinking feeling in my chest. Shame, regret, hopelessness, panic. Just a mix of negative feelings.

 

[madebrief]

I feel calm buts that's because I'm planning on CTB and calmer when I'm on this site. Everywhere else, I just don't want to live.
But of course, if SN doesn't arrive, I'd be panicking all over again and wanting to CTB all the time.

 

[VirtualSnow]

Repulsion mostly, and you?

 

[ready to go....]

Lonely and empty

 

[Nothingtoadd]

I can't keep thinking when I'm awake and mind is full of memories,so many things come things to mind but most of the time I'm thinking about ending this life

 

[outrider567]

Depression and hopelessness because sense of loss can not be changed

 

[hellispink]

Lost. I don't even know where I am standing.

 

[312]

A mixture of loneliness, sadness and insignificance.

 

[xo777]

miserable

 

[Shaula]

Worried and anxious.

 

[Graham]

Ok - for a change

 

[WanderingWater]

Pensive

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Guilt ridden, anxiety ridden, lost, ashamed but happy it's all gonna be over in a few months and made peace with it.

 

[ButterflyWings]

Empty and weak

 

[Zegers]

I feel like dizzy, i took Modafinil and haven't slept for about two days but it's clearly a good mood supplement.

 

[LifeIsRekt]

Exhausted exhaustion if that was a thing then it's me.

 

[QuietEnd]

Saddened,

repulsed by the manipulation and bullying and toxic behaviour that's supported and encouraged by people that leaves like us without option

Grieving that I have to leave behind the love of my life because I'm not made to survive
Feeling without option to live

Calm that I get to go soon

 

[Suspect_Device]

Hopeless and terrified.

 

[Zegers]

Tired of dealing with a meaningless life