I love having my weird dreams and can't even judge which one is truly "the weirdest".
Last night was kinda special and it still lingers in my thoughts (although I am already awake for 12 hours). Feels worth sharing with you.
I was at the hospital with my friend and his family, because his grandmother was there being treated. She was recovering from something, but not life threatening, everything was normal, nobody was sad or in distress. And then it became weird.
A girl entered the hospital room and apparently she was a friend of everyone in the room including me ... But I didn't recognize her face, everyone just treated her like she was "our" friend and I thought so too... It was clear why she was in the hospital. She had markings around her neck, it looked like it was from a SA by hanging. But she smiled and seemed happy, the only odd one in the room was me, because it seemed to me that nobody else knew why she was in the hospital.
Something wasn't right and I left the room silently, because I didn't want to deal with the fake-ness in this anymore. Maybe only I could see that she was actually suffering and everyone else was gaslighting her into thinking it was just an accident? I don't know...
Anyway I left the room and then got lost in the building. This part was a bit foggy, the only thing I remember is that I was walking around for a while and I got really confused and dizzy to a point that I collapsed, but I was still conscious. A nurse saw me and I told her that I got lost and can't find the exit. She seemed nice and said:" I will escort you to the exit." I thanked her and was happy, because I just wanted to get outside (I believed that once I am outside, I would know how to get home). We passed through some doors, but still wasn't outside. She said she will be right back and left me in some kind of shared patient space. That's when I realized... She thought I was a patient, because when I looked at my wrist I had this hospital bracelet with my name on it. But I remembered that I only had it because back in the visit room my friend and I created our own handcrafted bracelets and it was fake. We created them as an act of solidarity (for the grandmother). It was just a misunderstanding. I found again other nurses, and tried to explain the situation to them, but... They just said they will look into it (and return with an answer later).
I.... Just... What? Was I actually a patient? With that realization I was suddenly more peaceful in my head. I thought:"finally someone is taking care of me. Finally I am no longer in pain. I don't have to pretend anymore. I can tell everyone that I want to die."
That's when I woke up...
I was still peaceful in my head and I wanted to go back to sleep, but couldn't. (And even if, most likely I will not continue dreaming the same dream).
Later this day I remembered why this dream was so familiar, it's kinda the same plot as shutter island xD I haven't seen the movie since it was released...
So in case you wonder if I created this story during my awake hours... I really didn't. Only added the dialogues, because it's easier to read it this way. But the emotions (first misunderstood then at peace) are real.
All of them. All of my dreams are weird
My weirdest dreams have to be that I was literally in a video game with different levels (like a tower and playing the game irl (I think it was inspired by Tower of God lol)), I was on this like spaceship thing/refugee building with my sister and we had to look out for a group of enemies who followed us (onto earth I guess?), and I died and entered the spirit world and saw my "spirit guide"
Holy sh*t, your dream just made me remember one of my best dreams.
In my dream the world was about to end and there was also a "spirit guide" (but in my case it said it was an extraterrestrial lifeform from another galaxy or something). It explained to me that even though every human is about to die, it will not be painful and most importantly, without regrets. That's because in the last second before death, the human brain will finish how your life would have been BUT without the events that cause pain. Like a simulation that in reality only last a second, but feels like a lifetime. And you will feel fulfillment because you will do whatever you want with whoever you want. A fake utopia that doesn't feel fake.
I was the last person to die and watched as everyone else around me died, but could feel somehow (because I was chosen by the alien?) That everyone died with the peace that was explained.
Thanks for reminding me <3