Shiva_Story

Shiva_Story

Student
Mar 12, 2023
119
And what stories from the day play out in your head, as you bid adieu to it and hello to the night?
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
I get out of bed to do things related to my personal hygiene and go outside to take walks and spend some time with cats. Other than that I just spend my days in bed.

I usually think about my desire to ctb and fulfilling this desire, someday, as I fall asleep. Or I am stressed.
 
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moondazed

moondazed

ex nihilo nihil fit
Oct 14, 2023
169
And what stories from the day play out in your head, as you bid adieu to it and hello to the night?
I know it's rare, but I've found a job that I truly enjoy, with people who are actually quite wonderful and kind, doing things I find are actually a net positive for the world. When I'm working on my projects I don't feel like myself, I lose my sense of self a bit.

It's when I go home that reality sets in and the dread fills me.
 
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ClownWorld2023

Arcanist
Sep 18, 2023
449
I can't sleep continuously, that's the only reason really.

If I could sleep 24/7 then I definitely wouldn't get out of bed. :pfff:
 
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itsraining

itsraining

Sleep With A Baseball Bat
May 18, 2023
64
baldurs gate 3, food (this one is a bit dicey lately because I have many many digestive issues), and my friends
 
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jinx <3

jinx <3

💮she/her🏳️‍⚧️
Apr 12, 2023
85
New friends I've made at college, classes I enjoy, and just generally the opportunity to learn more about the nautral world. I'm a sucker for nature and insects.

Problems arise though when I'm on break, going to sleep, or otherwise alone. Not much I knoe of to solve that, though. Hope you all have find things that get you up in the morning soon if you don't have them already. Peace <3.
 
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TransilvanianHunger

TransilvanianHunger

Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
354
First thing that came to mind is a scene from True Detective:

There are still things that bring me joy—my cat, music, learning about all sorts of things. I've found something meaningful I can direct my mental energy towards as well, something I can do with the time I have left on this planet that can be actually useful and helpful for others. That's about all I can ask for, really.
 
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Quiet_Cricket

Quiet_Cricket

Member
Sep 18, 2023
37
Setting tasks for myself, watch a film daily, draw something. Distractions really.

Also getting to see my cats.
 
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frozensun

frozensun

Member
Oct 16, 2023
14
Hunger and the need to bath
 
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glowworm

New Member
Oct 22, 2023
1
coffee. nicotine (lol). my boyfriend. my friends. my parents. the friend i lost. i owe it to them if not myself
 
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Saxenomorph

Saxenomorph

Life's not fair, is it?
Mar 2, 2023
80
Just to do the last things i want to do in this world. And to make people think that i'm okay so they don't prevent my ctb attempt.
 
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Amyend88

Amyend88

A&E
Oct 22, 2023
167
My beautiful cats 😊
 
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BananiFatFat

BananiFatFat

Member
Oct 20, 2023
19
To go to work because I don't want to be homeless again.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
Nicotine and caffeine are generally the big motivators.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
958
I unfortunately have to go to college.
 
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venomousSSërpent74

venomousSSërpent74

Member
Oct 19, 2023
94
College,not at the point where ctb can be accomplished, need to get a job,i would love to leave but i cant it's not the right time.yet it always feels nearby
 
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godsseepiestsoldier

Member
Oct 22, 2023
95
Honestly only to go to the loo or to go to a lab class. If not I stay in bed. Moved my PC to my bed, cooking all that shit. Pretty cozy setup tbh
 
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NeedAnEscape

NeedAnEscape

awaiting the end
Oct 16, 2023
250
The alarm. And how disgusted I feel when I am unhygienic.
 
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RedBuns

RedBuns

Member
Dec 18, 2018
48
My kids.
Literally, I have to get them ready for school lol. Just because their mom is a depressed and anxious piece of shit doesn't mean they shouldn't get an education.
 
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Lydia12

Member
Sep 10, 2023
42
go out for pee^^
 
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Don’tDoxMe

Don’tDoxMe

Victim of abuse and the US healthcare system
Oct 19, 2023
75
To eat, go to the bathroom, go to mental health appointments, and go to six flags in the weekends. I'm in bed the rest of the time
 
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rosenrot

rosenrot

Member
Jun 13, 2023
34
getting the satisfaction of getting some money even tho its basically nothing
 
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Ksmиda

Ksmиda

Have I died too soon or lived too long?
Oct 23, 2023
187
To do the things that make me feel better (listening to music, eating, playing games)
 
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icari

icari

Member
Oct 24, 2023
27
Basically just to keep my job I'm case I make it out the other end of this and still need money.
 
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Tragoedia Vitae

Tragoedia Vitae

Experienced
Oct 14, 2018
230
Honestly? So I can drink coffee the way I like it (with heavy cream). That's the only thing I've been looking forward to those days. It's a rare spot of pleasure in a day that is otherwise filled with tedium, melancholia, and existential anxiety.
 
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UtopianSoliloquies

UtopianSoliloquies

Act 3 Scene 1
Jan 21, 2023
62
I honestly don't really know. I feel like I'm already dead and trapped inside a fleshy automaton that goes through the motions of being a student. I guess I'm just afraid of severely messing up anything in my life before I'm fully deadset on CTB.
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
I can't get out of bed today.
 
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rabid_aspie_yokai

rabid_aspie_yokai

fluffy nonhuman
Mar 23, 2023
60
To go to therapy/cook for myself and my snails
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Bathroom. :)
 
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deadbody

deadbody

he/him 🏳️‍⚧️
Oct 24, 2023
117
Basic things. Eat, feed pets, listen to music.
 
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