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thebookofdisquiet

thebookofdisquiet

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Jul 21, 2023
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Well I'm in a suicide forum right now so I guess my mind is long gone but...K-pop?
 
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Gibbygobster

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Jul 7, 2023
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Skating, filming, and video games
 
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Baron

Baron

Is there a meaning to anything?
Jun 29, 2023
114
Distracting myself with the Internet and Video games. I don't know how I would end up, if I lost that
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,501
I don't really see wanting to die as having lost my mind, in my case it's having awareness of the fact that existing is burdensome, futile and harmful. But I do know that I would suffer even more if I was always awake for 24 hours, at least I can sleep for at least some of my time spent here and sleeping is the best way to pass the time as it's the closest thing to not-existing.

But still temporary sleep could never offer much of a relief as long as the chance of waking is always there and it isn't like it's always straightforward to fall asleep. Only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I have always wished for.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
its long gone already, im just forced to stay alive since i have no methods or money.
 
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meeks

meeks

Why hello there
Jul 22, 2023
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I don't really see wanting to die as having lost my mind,
you're right. it's not..at least to you.
Everyone has their own idea of lossing their mind. Just really wanted to clarify because I don't want people to misunderstand that I'm specifically saying that people that want to die are insane when I don't mean that.

Also, wanna say, the way your mind works is very intriguing to me. Out of topic, but how exactly did you come to your main ideas? I'd like to understand your perception of the world better as mine differs ^^
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,501
you're right. it's not..at least to you.
Everyone has their own idea of lossing their mind. Just really wanted to clarify because I don't want people to misunderstand that I'm specifically saying that people that want to die are insane when I don't mean that.

Also, wanna say, the way your mind works is very intriguing to me. Out of topic, but how exactly did you come to your main ideas? I'd like to understand your perception of the world better as mine differs ^^
My views are just having awareness and being compassionate to the fact that existing is filled with suffering. The way I see existence is just thinking logically, I mean existence itself undeniably is the ultimate cause of all suffering.
 
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Kera

Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
259
I always take 3 deep breaths. Then I tell myself, you'll make it.

When I was in the psych ward last year, I told a doctor that I was starting to lose my mind. What did the doctor say to me, "Well you've come to the right place." And laughed
 
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