What is the most comfortable kind of role to hang yourself with

[valleyofthedolls]

Would love an Amazon link as well

 

[Chemi]

A thicker rope they use for sailing boats, for example, would probably be best, I assume. Wide enough not to cut into your skin, but also thin enough for it to apply enough pressure. Also, the rope is strong enough for 5 people to hang themselves. Either way, hanging is far from a comfortable experience

Something like that:

 

[monetpompo]

Either way, hanging is far from a comfortable experience

agree. the threads here can't really explain the way it feels until you try it for the first time. partial or full suspension are painful in their own ways. i always get a headache when i practice hanging, too. you can't find a cheaper and easier method to do, though.

 

[valleyofthedolls]

agree. the threads here can't really explain the way it feels until you try it for the first time. partial or full suspension are painful in their own ways. i always get a headache when i practice hanging, too. you can't find a cheaper and easier method to do, though.

I don't really want to hang. My preferred method is SN but I just can't find anyone willing to sell me benzos that's the only thing I'm missing

 

[monetpompo]

but I just can't find anyone willing to sell me benzos

benzos aren't suuuuupper necessary but i get it. some people don't even take sn with antiemetics. i think benzos are the hardest thing for people to source so they usually go without it

 

[Chemi]

I don't really want to hang. My preferred method is SN but I just can't find anyone willing to sell me benzos that's the only thing I'm missing

Benzos won't help with your passing away. They are just more of an experience enhancer, knocking you out quicker and helping with SI. Benzos in themselves aren't harmful at all. An alternative to benzos would just be to make yourself very, very tired. Don't sleep for 30 hours, take some melatonin, and/or take some OTC Sleeping Pills that don't require a prescription, for example.

With SI, create a comfortable and safe environment. Maybe do a few dry runs and just mix water with normal table salt and drink it, and lie down so you get used to the whole process and it isn't as scary anymore. There are lots of calming teas, herbal meds, etc, that also help with anxiety. Technically, really strong smelling salts or ammonia can help rock you out of anxiety/panic attacks as well.