What is the best way to CTB and why? What are my options if my access to medications and guns are limited

[SnarkyPuppy2002]

I'm thinking about how to CTB. I'm not currently seeing a psychiatrist/therapist so I'm not on any medications, only things I have access to are OTC options like painkillers, sleeping pills, etc. Even if I started a new medication tomorrow, it would take weeks or even months to save up enough to CTB and I'd like to leave this earth asap. There's a gun in my house but after my last psych ward visit my mom hid it and I'm unable to find it, and even if I could, I'm unsure If know how to operate it. I have access to a car though, I've thought about my options involving that. I'm also within an hours drive of a major city, Ive considered possibly driving to a freeway and jumping or trying to get access to the roof of a tall building? I don't even know where to begin honestly.

 

[MrDarkness]

Hanging is an option, I've got a belt and cords and do it any time I want. I'm sorry you feel like dying, I hope you find peace in life or death. Also if your mom hid your gonna she must love you dearly, or not I don't know your story so sorry. Best of luck

 

[Lulzacruel]

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hanging can be foiled if someone sees you, gun is unreliable and will leave you worse off if you fail, and jumping has the highest success rate with very few people higher than a bridge surviving


go head first if you choose to jump, that way the skull will fracture and the meningies and brain stuff will split out making it so that it is impossible to be rescued


if you can afford it use SN or sedatives or inert gas

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[FuneralCry]

Overdosing on medication isn't really a recommended suicide method, if people could easily ctb in such a way then the medication would soon be restricted as this society is very anti-suicide. The other two methods you mentioned (gun and jumping) are more reliable, I guess that after all it's just personal preference deciding how to leave, the method that I would see as being the best is inaccessible for me, my most ideal method is Nembutal. But there is information about methods listed in the suicide resource complination, I wish you the best with your plans.