Discussion What is something that you regret doing

[Gaga786]

I regret playing video games and not focusing on academics. My entire school life was a joke and I wish I had socialised. My peers parents were putting their children into football, tennis, and other related sports while I spent my entire life at home. Maybe, If there was something that I was good at, I wouldn't be suicidal

 

[Superdeterminist]

I regret being a part of this circus of existence to begin with. It's vile. I don't regret any of my actions because I believe that they were all necessary (as were people's reactions them). Also because I hate the feeling of guilt/regret and so refuse to subject myself to it.

 

[Enoughnow]

Being born

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Being alive.

 

[Darkover]

being alive or being born

 

[come to dust]

Going to university. waste of time money and energy

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I regret existing in the first place, even know I cannot really regret that as it wasn't my choice. I am horrified that life is even a thing, existence is so pointless but at the same time very painful. Life is just unnecessary problems and suffering which would have been prevented if I was never born. Me being alive will always feel so wrong.

 

[MindFog]

I regret telling my grandma about me being suicidal.. It was desperate moment for me and she was the only one who completely supported me and helped me see a professional. It didn't turn out well but I appreciate what she did for me.

I'm afraid she spent moments on her death worrying about me more than her own. She could have kept the memory of me being a granddaughter she's proud of rather than this.

I should have kept my mouth shut.

 

[FML_]

I regret not ending my life sooner

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I regret not preparing for career while in uni.

 

[melodrama]

I regret not having shown the love I feel for some people while I still could. They're gone now. And the worst part is that I don't really learn from my mistakes...

 

[devisdead]

Living.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Sex I regret it and wish someone told me to save up for plastic surgery

 

[leuzenstraat]

Not loving myself enough
Dedicating more time to others than I should, or holding people in higher esteem than I should or did with myself
Rejecting potential partners due to low confidence
Wallowing in self pity
Not killing myself earlier
Many things

 

[LeavingEarly]

Using alcohol and marijuana. Both really ruined my life and dug up underlying mental health problems.

 

[splashofvanilla]

Having hope that it would all get better its just hurts

 

[toasterbath]

Being the fastest swimming sperm

 

[Leiden]

Meeting my Fiance

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

I should have never exposed my narcissistic and highly abusive parents to the world around three years ago. I should have never shared my dark past with any friend, professional or relative. It was the final nail in the coffin. I literally invited the perfect storm into my life.
Above all,I regret living this far and not trying harder to commit suicide in 2009.

 

[rationaltake]

Being conceived.

 

[Shu]

I regret having Narcan with me the last time I shot heroine.

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

I regret many thing but final nail in the coffin was something so stupid I did last year which ruined me financially and mentally too.

 

[Klophy]

I regret playing video games and not focusing on academics. My entire school life was a joke and I wish I had socialised. My peers parents were putting their children into football, tennis, and other related sports while I spent my entire life at home. Maybe, If there was something that I was good at, I wouldn't be suicidal

I have feelings of regret for the same reasons even though I wasn't really in a position to do those things.

I can understand having a talent/passion in something would at least give me something to strive towards.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

I regret moving away from the southwest and I regret getting married.

 

[Hope:-)]

Taking medication.

 

[depressedcanuck]

Not killing myself way earlier (like 12 years ago)
Letting someone back into my life who used me financially and emotionally, which is now causing me to look at ending things with greater consequences this time around.

 

[GelatinaRouse]

I feel that I am the same as you in this case, but the fault is entirely mine.

When I was in school I went out with a girl, 4 years ago... everything ended and I realized that I never made friends (I have like 2 friends, nothing more) I also didn't go out to parties or anything...

Now I take refuge in videogames and manga... the university puts pressure on me but I have good grades (I can't have friends at university and I'm already two years away)...

I feel so miserable...

 

[Ashu]

Going to university.

Marrying the woman I married.

Not fucking A that time she was lying there begging for it.

 

[Hollowman]

Asking for help from "professionals" I should've ctb decades ago instead.

 

[Eternal🌈Rainbow]

Thinking or believing, last year when my Mum was suddenly gone for good,
that I would be able to live my life without Her and enjoy it and become a little woman. How wrong, stupid and dumb I was. I should have known better and should have started to plan my departure right then, and a lot of suffering and pain would have been avoided.