vonvonwantpeace
Specialist
- Jul 26, 2019
- 331
things I likely will do: travel solo and Eat my favorite food!
Rhea
Disgusting trash
- Jul 25, 2019
- 45
If you do that I can almost guarantee that you'll post-pone your attempt or stop the attempt mid way. Either way, have fun and good luck.
Though I only have a few days before my hopefully last attempt, beating Divinity original sin 2 DE again would be nice, don't know if i have enough time though.
Though I only have a few days before my hopefully last attempt, beating Divinity original sin 2 DE again would be nice, don't know if i have enough time though.
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
I
Its mad how we put it off playin games abf such like because no matter how bad it is its harder to let go
Finish my fantasy novel series but its taking too long. Don't think I'll be done by my suicide date.
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
Make ur date after u finish it
Whats it about u got a blog i wana read it i wantef to make an album ep but i kno itl never happen so im lookin for the exit
Readytogo227
I just want peace.
- Jun 26, 2018
- 76
I want to lose weight. I know that seems stupid but I want to at least get back to my college weight before I ctb.
Polar_
Member
- Aug 19, 2019
- 11
TRAAVEEEEEEEEEEL!!
just feel free and visit beautiful places around the world, explore and understand different cultures and people. maybe help out, charity wise, missionaries like building homes abroad and travel at the same time? have fun really.
HGL91
Warlock
- Jul 2, 2019
- 720
I lost a lot of weight in 2 months. Substituted coffee for food. Isn't good for mental health though.
vonvonwantpeace
Specialist
- Jul 26, 2019
- 331
Everyone thinks they would do something like travel but the reality is most of the time you feel too terrible to do ANYTHING...let alone something that difficult. Just today whilst trying to cope with a likely life changing diagnoses I will probably get soon (trying to get a straight answer for weeks now), on top of it already being on the edge, I had the though of buying a good camera (sold mine years ago) and going on a last trip documenting the journey. But the reality is if I can do that I will question if can survive, and the reason I haven't done either is because things are so bad and keep getting worse. Some people do find a way for a final trip etc..and I may yet...but I've said I am going to over and over. Also there is the matter of traveling with methods. Likely to get caught eventually and the only option is staging it somewhere you want to end up...but things change and you never know when the right moment will be. Unless I can come up with a super crafty hiding place.
I want to trip really fucking hard, and I want it to be a good one. I want everything that's happened in my life to unify and come into context and then I want to let it all go. I want the heavens to know that I am reaching for them with all of my strength, regardless of whether or not I am worthy. I want to do what it takes.
My desires are simple enough.
My desires are simple enough.
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sadsadinfp
Member
- Aug 18, 2019
- 54
I'd love to actually publish one of my novels, go cage diving with great whites, and go dogsledding but alas.... probably won't make it to any of those things
snowman626
Mage
- Jan 28, 2019
- 545
i wanna have sex, kiss, and cuddle with a beautiful 20 year old girl
LordVonFig
Faintly Alive
- May 17, 2019
- 1
Im a musician and ive always wanted to make my own songs. I dont care about trying to get it famous or anything. Its really just for myself.
Life+me=error
Warlock
- May 22, 2019
- 736
vonvonwantpeace
Specialist
- Jul 26, 2019
- 331
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
- 2,546
I don't care about anything anymore. I just want to finish packing my apartment up.
k3v3r
Member
- Apr 25, 2019
- 97
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
What u wana trip on
Same.bro i got my phone jacked lost all my recordings and multitrack software
Xaphous
hikikomori
- Nov 11, 2018
- 550
Have one single conversation in my entire life but I won't get that
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
Strange side story. My childhood dog died when I was in college. I took her out when I got home every day bc no one else was home yet.
On her last day she insisted on taking a long walk around the house, looking and sniffing at each door, waiting for someone. I actually told her, "girl, theres no one else home to open them." We circuited the house and she died that night. It has always haunted me, looking back.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
Nothing. Everything hurts immensely.
Bit of a vent on the side: People, don't tell someone who is clearly not walking in this world anymore to watch fun, virtue-signalling shows. The very idea feels like hell. I would never do that when I was happy, and I am not doing now.
Bit of a vent on the side: People, don't tell someone who is clearly not walking in this world anymore to watch fun, virtue-signalling shows. The very idea feels like hell. I would never do that when I was happy, and I am not doing now.
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Baskol1
No life, no problems
- Aug 11, 2019
- 1,030
Clean my house. I'm an absolute slob and I feel bad about making others deal with it.
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
Same
Get high one last time make sure everyone i love knows il be better off
Higgy123
Pessimistic
- Mar 21, 2019
- 30
Ratbat
Psycho loser
- Jul 17, 2019
- 79
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