What is keeping you away from CTBing right now?

[Kyuss]

I'm only here because of fear of failure i have sn but no antiemetic and I'm afraid it won't work

 

[dissociation_statio]

Struggling to find a good nearby spot to jump

 

[sad_gurl_thoughts]

Mainly fear. My sweet dog. Not wanting to let my coworkers down or hurt my parents.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I'm too scared

 

[StarryStarry]

Sweet Pea

 

[Leiden]

My Dad and what I believe is in the afterlife.

 

[Sherri]

The hope of getting back on my feet, my bf, my cat. I know I will never be totally fine, but I hope I will be able to somehow just be able to pretend I, ok, if this makes any sense to you.

 

[Grimmreeferx]

Can't get antiemetic. Afraid of passing out and vomiting. Have 25g of lab grade SN but have just been sitting on it. Also afraid of the process.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Can't get antiemetic. Afraid of passing out and vomiting. Have 25g of lab grade SN but have just been sitting on it. Also afraid of the process.

I am from Switzerland I can buy antiemetic without problems.

 

[eternalflame]

Fear of rushing it and getting brain damage, at the same time i don't want to wait.

 

[Xibalba]

My sister

My future and the rare possibility of redeeming it somehow

 

[OneTime]

I am only still alive because suicide is so difficult.

I just want to peacefully pass away.

The above sums it up for me.........