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mellowdependency

mellowdependency

Member
Sep 6, 2024
23
In my kit there is:
○ SN
○ Plastic Cups
○ Meto
○ Measuring cup
○ Kitchen scale
○ Diazepam
○ Paracetamol
○ Mixing spoon
○ Mint for taste
Is there anything you would add to this?
 
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PhDone

Experienced
Jul 29, 2024
269
I'm wondering whether bin bag and a bigger bin or something for vomit. Maybe even something to reduce the smell. Like shops use with sawdust. Like I doubt hotels would have something decent size. Dunno. Havent figured it properly.
 
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reyonrays

reyonrays

Death brings peace, the ultimate release.
Oct 27, 2024
74
Some products are yet to be delivered, mine is similar to yours

SN
Meto (syrup)
oxazepam (50 mg) & valium (5 mg), doctor prescribed a low dosis so i probably will have to go with oxazepam
propranolol (20 mg)
Scale
puke bucket
and some misc items for preparing the sn

Thinking about ordering oxycodone or zomorph but i probably just go with paracetamol
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
426
Rope, beers
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
339
Alcohol and anything else I can get
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Nothing special:
- SN
- Domperidone
- Ibuprofen
- 3 small glasses
- Mouthwash
- Cooling head patches
- Kitchen scale
 
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squidsponge

squidsponge

Member
Sep 22, 2024
79
Nothing yet just my SN
 
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withouthope

Member
Jun 25, 2023
78
Nothing special:
- SN
- Domperidone
- Ibuprofen
- 3 small glasses
- Mouthwash
- Cooling head patches
- Kitchen scale
Are your in the US? Can I ask you where you got your Domperidone from?
 
Tac0Johnz

Tac0Johnz

Potato Olé
Sep 19, 2024
92
-Rope/Strong belt
-My favorite vodka
-and My note (so hard to write one especially if you suck at writing tbh)
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Are your in the US? Can I ask you where you got your Domperidone from?
No, I'm from Europe.
Unfortunately, the source I bought from no longer sells Domperidone for some reason.
 
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J&L383

Enlightened
Jul 18, 2023
1,204
In my kit there is:
○ SN
○ Plastic Cups
○ Meto
○ Measuring cup
○ Kitchen scale
○ Diazepam
○ Paracetamol
○ Mixing spoon
○ Mint for taste
Is there anything you would add to this?
Gun

(Actually, you have a good list, unfortunately all I have is this in my list, I need to do some shopping)
 
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AUROR4

AUROR4

Member
Dec 20, 2024
41
♡SN
♡Domperidone
♡Propranolol
♡Digital pocket scale
♡3 plastic cups
♡Mixing spoon
♡Measuring cup
♡Cookie
♡Puke bucket
 
SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
What I've got:

Nitrogen tank
Regulator with outlet nut & nipple
Rubber Hose with Hose clamps
Elastic Cord
Toggles

What I'm waiting for:

Turkey Oven bags
Micropore tape
 
APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
Oo, here's mine

  • Kitchen Scale
  • Zip-lock bags
  • Mortar and Pestle
  • Plastic Bottles
  • Plastic Straws
  • Paracetamol
  • Metoclopramide
  • Propranolol
  • Flutazolam
  • Finally, the main show SN

I appreciate OP for making this thread : )
 
nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
In my kit there is:
○ SN
○ Plastic Cups
○ Meto
○ Measuring cup
○ Kitchen scale
○ Diazepam
○ Paracetamol
○ Mixing spoon
○ Mint for taste
Is there anything you would add to this?
Plastic to be put down for when one naturally voids their bowels and bladder at time of death. And in case of vomiting. A notebook and pen, even if you don't plan on leaving a note. It's just in case you need to convey something. For my attempt I put a note on the door advising do not enter, call the police. I'm also putting $ for a hotel in my kit in the event that I can't do it at home for some reason.

Anna
 
D

diy-event

Student
Nov 16, 2024
146
A rope. A doorway pull up bar and a makeshift stool.
 
anonymous101101

anonymous101101

Member
Jun 29, 2024
13
  • SN
  • Xanax
  • Meto
  • Clenbuterol
  • Plastic cups
  • Adult diaper
  • Plastic sheeting
  • Hospital vomit bags
  • Lip stain, blush
  • USB
  • Printed copy of my notarized will
  • Insulin needle
 
Y

youpi

Member
Jul 4, 2024
82
Bunch of benzo so far.
Ordered the wrong type of SN..
Anyone in UK willing to help for the AE ?
 

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