
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,430
What is even the point of me going on? Caring about hobbies, collecting money, caring about my health, when i absolutely hate myself?
Why am i not ready to order the SN, or the N yet? What is stopping me?
Everytime I see people who are living as what I wish I was from the get go, or i see my useless self in the mirror i just want to jump off a building or stab myself 40+ times.
I absolutely cannot stand who and what i am. I cannot stand this skin prison that i am trapped inside. Why cant i just sacrifice my life and donate all of my organs to those that actually want to live? Why should those that want to live have to wait on eggshells for an available donor when i am more than willing to trade my life to save them?
1 worthless life sacrificed to save 5+ people who want to live is a great trade off imo. It's not fair to them that they should potentially die due to lack of a suitable donor and its not fair to me that I should be forced to live when i want out!
Where can i find some murderer that wants to harvest my organs? :/
I'm just done...
Why am i not ready to order the SN, or the N yet? What is stopping me?
Everytime I see people who are living as what I wish I was from the get go, or i see my useless self in the mirror i just want to jump off a building or stab myself 40+ times.
I absolutely cannot stand who and what i am. I cannot stand this skin prison that i am trapped inside. Why cant i just sacrifice my life and donate all of my organs to those that actually want to live? Why should those that want to live have to wait on eggshells for an available donor when i am more than willing to trade my life to save them?
1 worthless life sacrificed to save 5+ people who want to live is a great trade off imo. It's not fair to them that they should potentially die due to lack of a suitable donor and its not fair to me that I should be forced to live when i want out!
Where can i find some murderer that wants to harvest my organs? :/
I'm just done...