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imcadt99

imcadt99

Member
Feb 23, 2023
50
I feel as though I can't even speak with people anymore after forgoing human interaction for so long. I find myself pausing for extended periods of time, only to continue my sentence in an incomprehensible manner. I choke on words to the point where I fear it will affect my future job prospects, as even basic communication is out of my reach at the moment. Not to mention how disordered my thoughts are now. It is crippling, even things as trivial as getting a hair cut or going to a communal laundromat are things I am incapable of. I am not fit for this world. If my profession as a remote worker falls through, I will be completely incapable of functioning as a productive member of society.
 
KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,460
Speak without impairment. (Autism is my super power alright. Super life ruining!)
 
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Fwompje

Fwompje

life is cruel and time heals nothing
Feb 23, 2023
190
Orgasms... Recently found out it might be because of anxiety and depression
Really sucks.
Drive without being in a state of inner panic. I don't know how so many people can just relax at the wheel when you can literally kill someone or cause thousands in damages for one moment's inattention or bad judgement.
I can only drive whilst chainsmoking hahaha
 
F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,273
Click my fingers. Not as in- do that horrible thing where people make their joints click- I mean the musical type.

I'm also useless at shuffling cards. I have no sense of direction and I have awful social anxiety- so anything involving people really- especially groups of people. There's plenty more but it's getting embarrassing thinking about it all... 😬
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Misfit
Dec 15, 2021
1,756
- Being away from home for more than 4-6 hours
- up/down stairs
- Riding public transport
- Running
- Drive
- Dance
- Having a schedule on a daily basis
- I find it hard to smile, i guess there is so little if anything to smile about.
 
charlotte_

charlotte_

-
Mar 12, 2023
436
catching on social cues, talk/text/call someone first, eye contact, acting "natural", mathematics, paying attention to what I'm doing, setting schedules for myself, and so much more
 
reiko1337

reiko1337

Honestly? No idea.
Mar 12, 2023
34
Mostly because of physical illness but here's some:

Can't go up a flight of stairs without getting winded.
Can't do more than 5 star jumps without my heart rate skyrocketing above 170 bpm.
Can't run without passing out within a few minutes.
Can't talk for more than 5 minutes without getting tired or bored.
 
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BeachyHeadLastOfUs

BeachyHeadLastOfUs

Member
Jan 5, 2023
13
Get a girlfriend or be loved back by a woman. I'm over 30 now and have never touched a woman.
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
Krobo

Krobo

Member
Feb 5, 2023
38
I haven't slept on my stomach for the past decade or so because of my bad shoulder joints.

e: Swimming is also right out.
 
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aforestfire

aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
89
- get out of the bed or leave my house
- love others in a "normal" way
- being loved
- stand for more than ten minutes without feeling sore
- form connections
 
junko

junko

carving my name in the grave again
Mar 16, 2023
56
I was neglected as a child and never taught how to tie my shoes. So there's one! I taught myself how to tie them my own way, but it takes a while and people always judge me for it.

Socially, I can't:
- Get anyone interested in me for more than sex
- Maintain a healthy friendship for longer than a few months
- Find and keep a job I actually enjoy (loved one of my last jobs, but it was a student employee situation so I had to leave upon grad)
- drive without panicking at least a little
 
Stripe19

Stripe19

Decaying Heroine
Feb 28, 2023
35
Cant orgasm
Cant show an appropriate level of affection (too much or too little)
Cant see myself as anything other than a vessel/tool/meatsack
And finally, i can't seem to cut anything emotional out. Small insults, brush offs, stuff that shouldnt and doesnt affect at first has me clawing at my face hours later. Im so prone to spiraling I ironically need saving from myself more often than i ever actually even help anyone else
 
NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
987
make phone calls
attract a woman
work
experience joy
 

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