what if i could go back in time

[Eventually_An_Angel]

4 a long time ive had this fixation on the idea of going back in time to before my life was ruined and unruining it. going back 2 whatever moment everything went wrong and preventing everything bad that happened 2 me from happening and then making my future ok. obviously i know thats never gonna be possible and usually it just ends up making me cry but tb h recently i feel like no matter how far back i go theres no way i wouldve ever been able to fix everything. no matter what i do i feel like i was cursed since before i was born and the only thing that could rlly have "saved" me at any point is death. wish it had done so sooner. wish i could do it myself. ill let it do that later tho. eventually.



wowww this post is so #angsty,,,,, xD. sorry!! luv expressin my feelings tho... sigh. thank u 4 ur time suicide forum....

 

[ipmanwc0]

I feel that way a lot too

 

[Defenestration]

Yes for Cancel my life

 

[SVEN]

I guess we all have regrets and imagine "if only I could have changed this or that, back then", but here we are, stuck where we are.

 

[KillingPain267]

I was preordained to suffer and should therefore have been miscarried or aborted