What happens if you fail?

[Thoughtforms]

this is what scares me. What has happened if you get caught?
I have everything I need (SN) and a date set. I'm ready to go.
But if I fail I don't want to be sectioned. I don't want to lose my job.

My life would just be even worse.

 

[Shewaitsforme]

Depends on your background tbh, if your known to mental health services then your very likely to be taken into hospital especially here in the UK. Some people manage to talk their way out of it by saying they will never do it again etc.

 

[BurningLights]

Definitely depends on your circumstance. I failed, it was the fuckiest rollercoaster I've been on. But too everyone else, I'm just till me, no idea what's happened the past few days. I'm lucky, I live alone and am generally left alone for the most part.
How do you fail specifically? Like phone someone before you pass out? That's all down to personal strength.
Is there a possibility of being found too soon? Can you take that possibility out of the equation?
To be honest, we have two choices for when we fail. We admit everything to someone, and just deal with the consequences, or we just pick up and carry on where we left off.
Best Bet, try and avoid as may chances of being found as possible. Then its just all down to you my man. Good luck.

 

[BurningLights]

Sorry, a third. We decide that we do actually want to give life a try, and then begin the journey on that path.
There is always the choice to live or die. Its what we do with that choice that matters, and we must be ready to face anything either journey throws at us.

 

[Karl]

I hop out of a building when I leave the psychiatric ward

 

[Retched]

I failed and my life is a living hell because of it. Avoid being found.

 

[blueming]

You'll probably get admitted to a mental health unit. That's what happened to me when I failed last year, I was sectioned for 2 months.

Good luck, I hope you don't fail :)

 

[Trashcan]

I'm in the US. When I failed many years ago, I was taken to the ER. After they cleared me, I was admitted to the mental hospital. My family didn't allow me to be alone for a while and the medications, knives, etc were locked up. But life has moved on from that. However, I was a minor at the time and was home schooled. Now that I'm in college and have a job, that could be different.

What might cause you to fail? Being found in time? Backing out? Etc. Make sure you have the appropriate antiemetics and everything else you need. Maybe also take a sleeping aid before you take SN and swallow SN when the sleeping medication is making you drowsy. That way, you'll die in your sleep. You could also go to a hotel or something if you're worried about being found in time.

 

[stargazer]

I tell myself, like that old saying shortened, "try, try, try again".

 

[ausboy96]

I have no idea what the consequences of surviving SN are if you're not found/saved. I'm assuming brain death?

 

[worldexploder]

Deleted my original post because I got side tracked in my own thoughts and missed the point of the thread. Sorry.

From what I heard, if you get found there is a possibility of living with permanate brain damage. I'm not trying to discourage you but its a legitimate fear. If you follow the steps and take the right amount things should work out unless you do get caught or panic and call emergency services. Personally I'm too afraid to take SN. I have no idea how it would effect me.

If you do decide to do it, I suggest you take all the proper measures to make sure that during those 40 some minutes after you take it, you won't be found.