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fightclub17

fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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I would love to hear people's opinions on what happens after death.
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
312
Back to eternal nothingness once again.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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Nothing. Awareness ceases. There's nothing after brain death.
 
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scentoflavender

scentoflavender

sleepy
Mar 16, 2026
23
i would really like for it to be nothing... just peace
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
305
The same thing that happens when u sleep.
Time just goes by
 
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Kamaainakupua

Kamaainakupua

Serial Typo Editor
Mar 15, 2026
78
Decomposition.
I grew up in a lot of different churches, and about the only thing all of them had in common was decomposing corpses in the graveyards behind them. All the rest was debated, twisted, distorted and then shoved down my throat as incotrovertible, irrefutable truth. Go down the block and a different truth was being forced down someone else's throat.
And yes, not all churches are like that, but the ones grabbing the headlines and the checks have to, in order to maintain control and stay bankrolled. Those garden plots aren't cheap.
I've spent a lot of time in graveyards, walking in the gardens of stone. The peace I feel there is not a spiritual connection to a loving God, it is the peace of souls departed, leaving empty husks to feed the worms. The cycle of life includes death, and we feed the next generation by dying.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Speaking English naturally feels so difficult TvT
Dec 10, 2025
98
A return to eternal nothingness… eternal peace.
probably a blankness similar to the time before I was born. No memories, no sensations.
 
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Fadenself00

Student
Sep 21, 2025
135
either eternal nothingness, or reincarnation because infinity is a long time and we don't know how consciousness works in this universe.
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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I see eternal nothingness similar to being under anesthesia. You're not aware of it, nor the time. You wake up in what feels like an instant only to find out 12 hours passed by.

We are only conscious because of our brains. When we die we become one with eternal nothingness for what could be a million years but won't experience it as anything or any time, until we're spawned again into life. Where or what that life will be is the ultimate question.
 
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itsgone2

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either eternal nothingness, or reincarnation because infinity is a long time and we don't know how consciousness works in this universe.
Reincarnation is terrifying
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
560
Nothing. You will just be a speck of dust in a mass universe.
 
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Fadenself00

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Sep 21, 2025
135
Where or what that life will be is the ultimate question
Maybe we "switch over" right into the nearest consciousness producing thing aka. brains. From the subjective viewpoint it would then make sense to experience everything right from birth/the start of that "thing" (similar to 'was the universe created last week' thought experiment), because in this deterministic model, the "consciousness-viewer" is entirely seperate from any physical interaction, meaning that for the physical brain, nothing has changed, so you would subjectively have to experience everything from the start, because the entire memory of time related to your memories, is a sort of memory as well.
 
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Zura

WhenLife?
Jan 26, 2026
29
will let you know once i die
tho i hope its just nothingness like we just stop existing like what was there before birth
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I only believe death to be the peace of non-existence where this torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten which is all I hope for.

All I want is to be unconscious of this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm suffering and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I just want peace from the torture of existing.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,035
I'm hoping for nothing. I don't fancy being dragged into another reality without my consent.
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
Feb 8, 2026
41
Just like before we were born, nothing.
 
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uselessmanz

Student
Feb 18, 2026
104
I see eternal nothingness similar to being under anesthesia. You're not aware of it, nor the time. You wake up in what feels like an instant only to find out 12 hours passed by.

We are only conscious because of our brains. When we die we become one with eternal nothingness for what could be a million years but won't experience it as anything or any time, until we're spawned again into life. Where or what that life will be is the ultimate question.
It could be a lot better or a lot worse than what we live in today…that's the game we play when we CTB
 
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RedFruit

RedFruit

Red Fruit.
Feb 17, 2026
18
All I know is that I'm scared of whatever's next. Being born was a fucking death sentence in itself.
 
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heiwa2

heiwa2

New Member
Mar 16, 2026
4
It's just non existence. Feels the same as before you were born, complete nothingness. I believe it's only the process of dying that can be painful apart from that through non existence one can achieve absence of any kind of suffering.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
807
I hope you'll forgive me if this comes across the wrong way, as I truly have the deepest respect for everyone's perspective here. I'm honestly just a bit overwhelmed—and perhaps a little surprised—to see such a large number of people who believe death is the absolute end. I only say this because I used to have the same belief ; it took the profound experience of an NDE during my surgery to completely shift my belief. After my NDE I firmly believe that there is some sort of existence after death.
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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I hope you'll forgive me if this comes across the wrong way, as I truly have the deepest respect for everyone's perspective here. I'm honestly just a bit overwhelmed—and perhaps a little surprised—to see such a large number of people who believe death is the absolute end. I only say this because I used to have the same belief ; it took the profound experience of an NDE during my surgery to completely shift my belief. After my NDE I firmly believe that there is some sort of existence after death.
What did you experience during your NDE?
 
departedfreedom

departedfreedom

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Mar 13, 2026
10
Death ends biological functions instantly—heart stops, brain activity ceases, body cools and decomposes predictably. Beliefs vary: religions promise afterlife judgment or rebirth; science sees likely nothingness, with NDEs as brain phenomena.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
807
What did you experience during your NDE?
During my near-death experience, the chronic knee pain I had suffered for years completely vanished. I was undergoing surgery for a torn meniscus and had opted for general anesthesia, but complications caused me to stop breathing. In this state, I encountered a woman who had taken her own life only days before. Although she had struggled with severe depression in her final years, she now radiated peace and positive energy. She assured me she was in a good place and requested that I deliver this message to her children and their father.
 
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fightclub17

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Mar 3, 2026
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Beliefs vary: religions promise afterlife judgment or rebirth; science sees likely nothingness, with NDEs as brain phenomena.
If there's judgement in the afterlife I'm screwed 🫠
In this state, I encountered a woman who had taken her own life only days before. Although she had struggled with severe depression in her final years, she now radiated peace and positive energy. She assured me she was in a good place and requested that I deliver this message to her children and their father.
Sounds like your brain releasing a massive surge of DMT.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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The thing about nothing is you don't perceive time passing. As said above, forever is a long time and the universe already produced my consciousness once. It would seem that some kind of skip forward were possible. That said, if your memory is destroyed, it's not really continuous.
 
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camswithincams

The Y’all-seeing Eye
Mar 17, 2026
7
I would love to hear people's opinions on what happens after death.
I think theres some kind of place beyond. Not quite the xtian ideal of Heaven, persei, but there is a place to see people who have passed before and after you. The beyond, i think, is like a never-ending place of comfort before you choose to return to the cycle. Clay is to pottery as life is to death. A part of the journey, a cycle.

Think about it like how we use chalk. Chalk is made from bones of sea creatures, turned fine and powdery over time and compression. We use chalk to find and share meaning, on blackboards and sidewalks alike. Then it washes away into dust, and returns to the earth in a different form.

I dont know man, my beliefs are Weird. I just think theres both something, and nothing, but we cant percieve it. Schrodingers cat style.
 
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