hassel
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- Oct 28, 2023
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I don't know what that would be like. It's hard to imagine what a life I would actually enjoy could look like. Does anyone else feel this way?
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hassel
New Member
- Oct 28, 2023
- 3
I used to be very bitter not long ago but recently I don't really feel anything. Just a feeling of not belonging, like I shouldn't even be here to begin with.
This is how I have been feeling for a long time now. And when I'm honest with those around me I either get put in the mental hospital (just got out last week), get told I'm ungrateful and "fuck your feelings", or told to fake it til I make it.
Nikitatos
Arcanist
- Apr 10, 2024
- 406
Yep. If you sort through all the bs in your life, some deep state Nazi will just drop a fresh load right on top. Some people feed off the suffering of others.
hassel
New Member
- Oct 28, 2023
- 3
That's exactly what happened to me, got put in a mental hospital and hated every second of it. Lied until I got out and ever since that kinda stuck with me. When someone ask me how I'm doing or whatever I just lie about it. Because if I'm not "making progress" I'm not worth shit other than another trip to the hospital. Tiring to constantly lie to say the least.
It gets tiring when you lie all the time, and for me,it makes me feel worse because I'm lying all the time.
AbusedInnocent
Student
- Apr 5, 2024
- 127
I can think of a few lives where I would be happy and none of them are achievable without insane amounts of effort and luck.
I think I wouldn't be happy living the lives of at least 95% of people.
I think I wouldn't be happy living the lives of at least 95% of people.
JustA_LittlePerson
One person in a sea...
- May 21, 2024
- 64
When in a good headspace, then things like joy, happiness, excitement, wanting to learn and grow, being full of energy, lots of drive, courage, etc.. those things to me are being 'better'
opheliaoveragain
Student
- Jun 2, 2024
- 173
"Getting better" to me, is a damn pipe dream. I gave up a long time ago.
It looks different for everyone.
For some it could be, being able to shower once a week, rather than not at all or being able to get out of bed. To go for a walk, when previously that was impossible, or to even open the front door!
As I write this, I realise I have got a little better. I never used to have the energy to shower, or do much really, now I shower daily, and can do my intense workouts again, 3-4 days a week. Some days are harder than others though
It's really about what works for you, and baby steps. No point running before you can walk, and it's always important to pat yourself on the back, no matter what, and to not beat yourself up, because that is not helpful at all.
Tomorrow is ALWAYS a new day! That's how I look at things if say, I have a really crappy day, and can't do much. It's taken a lot to see things this way, after years of beating myself up if I couldn't do something, even something that seems so easy to others - we are all different.
Be proud of yourself for the small things - like wow, I did good today, I haven't done that in so long. And as time goes on, things get easier and easier.
You will have good and bad days, we all do! But it is important to recognise when this happens, and it's absolutely ok to have a bad day. Always, always big yourself up for the things that appear so small
For some it could be, being able to shower once a week, rather than not at all or being able to get out of bed. To go for a walk, when previously that was impossible, or to even open the front door!
As I write this, I realise I have got a little better. I never used to have the energy to shower, or do much really, now I shower daily, and can do my intense workouts again, 3-4 days a week. Some days are harder than others though
It's really about what works for you, and baby steps. No point running before you can walk, and it's always important to pat yourself on the back, no matter what, and to not beat yourself up, because that is not helpful at all.
Tomorrow is ALWAYS a new day! That's how I look at things if say, I have a really crappy day, and can't do much. It's taken a lot to see things this way, after years of beating myself up if I couldn't do something, even something that seems so easy to others - we are all different.
Be proud of yourself for the small things - like wow, I did good today, I haven't done that in so long. And as time goes on, things get easier and easier.
You will have good and bad days, we all do! But it is important to recognise when this happens, and it's absolutely ok to have a bad day. Always, always big yourself up for the things that appear so small
