Discussion What drugs do you use that help you cope?

[Torabol]

I used to use cannabis but I stopped years ago, used to use Lexapro but stopped a year ago. Now I use alcohol.
If you'd like to share what drugs you use to cope, feel free to reply.

 

[spøgelse]

No drugs. Just SH.

 

[Hotsackage]

Alcohol

 

[Ruma]

Alcohol and Nicotine.

 

[Darkover]

weed and sometime cocaine also cigarettes

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Used to be on pregabalin but had to stop because it was giving me hallucinations, I know it is rare but it happens. Nowadays I use CBD oil or weed

 

[huphup]

ssri im gonna taper down though cause i feel numb and don't really think its helping

 

[penguinl0v3s]

I don't abuse anything or have interest in substances, but I will say that I think they are pretty useless from my experience with anti-depressants. Weed has not much effect on me and I don't like how it feels. I hate drinking alcohol too. Hoping to start taking Addy but that's about it.

ssri im gonna taper down though cause i feel numb and don't really think its helping

Good idea lol, which one?

 

[vitbar]

Mirtazapine and venlafaxine.

 

[breezeboy]

weed shrooms and lsd. looking into going to a ayahuasca retreat before i ctb actually

 

[FallingGrace]

OTC Prescription: fluoxetine, mirtazapine, topiramate, propranolol, promethazine hydrochloride
UTC Prescription: diazepam, codeine, zolpidem, zopiclone, zaleplon
Herbal: CBD oils, gummies
Occasional Fun: alcohol, THC vape, cocaine, caffeine

 

[Immensevoid]

Delorazepam but it doesn't help anymore and makes my vision problems worse. (I have the same problem with other meds too so I don't have much choice that I know of )

 

[Rhizomorph1]

Ambien (zolpidem) for sleep. I only take it maybe once a week but I won't lie I always love the accompanying anxiety and stress relief.

Escitalopram (Lexapro) for anxiety and PTSD symptoms. Helps a ton but makes my chronic fatigue worse.

Occasional cigarette.

Gonna take some meth and masturbate for 12 hours straight before I ctb just for fun since I have nothing to lose.

weed shrooms and lsd. looking into going to a ayahuasca retreat before i ctb actually

Oh yeah, and 2C-B, DMT, and my whole kit of psychedelics.

Doesn't really help me cope directly but it's a beautiful visionary mystical experience that I'd like to experience a few more times before I die.

It gives me hope that maybe there is more to life after I die since the psychedelic experience is so logically broken – the antithesis of reason – that I wonder if I will be reborn; I've accrued a lot of good karma I believe so I have hope. But it's probably wishful thinking. It gives me some comfort though in the psychospiritual sense, regardless.

Just revelling the possibility...

 

[kittyswift]

anything that knocks me out for a day or so haha. large doses of promethazine and quetiapine… i also had an opioid addiction earlier this year- which only became problematic when i ran out and had to experience withdrawal. alcohol too

 

[oddetoad]

weed shrooms and lsd. looking into going to a ayahuasca retreat before i ctb actually

Do you have any OBEs or any special visions ?

 

[Firework]

hhc, THC and cbd isnt legal in Germany, at least where live. also hhc is the best i can get bc of the quality. the weed i could get is really bad quality.

 

[Abyssal]

No drugs. I'm raw dogging my mental illness

Used to use methylphenidate as prescribed, kinda fucked me over and did the opposite of helping me cope. Tried lexapro and that failed me too.

 

[Aim]

After my life degraded tremendously.
I am taking Xanax (unfortunately) learning writing music walks in nature. Trying to breath on day at a time
My morbid medicine (and has always been). Is walking in graveyards. Looking at tombstones, wondering what kind of life these people had.

 

[breezeboy]

Oh yeah, and 2C-B, DMT, and my whole kit of psychedelics.

Doesn't really help me cope directly but it's a beautiful visionary mystical experience that I'd like to experience a few more times before I die.

It gives me hope that maybe there is more to life after I die since the psychedelic experience is so logically broken – the antithesis of reason – that I wonder if I will be reborn; I've accrued a lot of good karma I believe so I have hope. But it's probably wishful thinking. It gives me some comfort though in the psychospiritual sense, regardless.

Just revelling the possibility...

Yeah i don't know if it it helps me cope directly but It brings me joy which is rare.

Psychedelics are one of those experiences I hope everyone can have. They definitely give me hope for life after death.

Do you have any OBEs or any special visions ?

I wouldn't say I've had any on any of my shroom or acid trips. Ive had some really crazy profound experiences but never felt like I really left my body. I think it's possible to speak to entities on shrooms but I've never been able too.

Thats why I'm so excited for the ayahuasca. Really hope things play out so I can go experience it before I ctb.

 

[oddetoad]

No drugs. I'm raw dogging my mental illness

Used to use methylphenidate as prescribed, kinda fucked me over and did the opposite of helping me cope. Tried lexapro and that failed me too.

Yup I can confirm. Was into amphetaminrs a lot before as it helped a lot but it takes a big toll on your health
1 good week and you pay with 1 month of poor health and also perma damages

Also , porn with amphetamines is like one of the best things in this world ngl.
I cant think of anything better to experience in earth realm. I wish I could do it again but I can't take the risk with N
Sex was overrated AF

 

[Soc]

I used to take Ketamine a lot to help me go into my own mind. Started getting psychosis though if I went to far and thought I was already dead. Either ended with crippling depression or feeling better about what was ahead in life. A sorta 50/50 roll of the dice depending on what happened when I was on Ketamine. Had a few bad trips and got caught by people in a psychotic state so those ended badly and stopped taking it. I kinda wanna try again since I'm feeling so low and trapped in my own problems. That's why I'm here. Don't know if it's a good idea as I don't want a drug habit to add to my long list of problems.

 

[Tears in Rain]

SSRI : Sertraline
For sleep issues: Quetiapine
Casual alcohol : Wine & stout

Gonna take some meth and masturbate for 12 hours straight before I ctb just for fun since I have nothing to lose.

12 hrs straight; shit man, that'll be good going!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Alcohol (beer)

 

[oddetoad]

Alcohol (beer)

Somehow my brain reacts very poorly nowadays to alcohol. Only the first glass works good then I just feel sick basically . Also the hangover the day after isn't worth it

SSRI : Sertraline
For sleep issues: Quetiapine
Casual alcohol : Wine & stout

12 hrs straight; shit man, that'll be good going!

It's one of the best things in this life , that combo , but if you wanna take N I wouldn't recommend doing it because you can get tolerance for N and end up a vegetable
I'm talking about the amphetamine porn combo
12 hours feels like 10 minutes on that hahaha

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Somehow my brain reacts very poorly nowadays to alcohol. Only the first glass works good then I just feel sick basically . Also the hangover the day after isn't worth it

I know how many beers I can drink in order not to have a hangover and I don't do it daily. I have phases with no alcohol and phases with daily consumption. It depends how things are going.

 

[Abyssal]

Sex was overrated AF

Not overrated if it's really that good!

I heard that some people have died of masturbating too much in a short amount of time. Someone outta write a megathread for it.

 

[oddetoad]

Not overrated if it's really that good!

I heard that some people have died of masturbating too much in a short amount of time. Someone outta write a megathread for it.

You can die in the middle of sex too what's your point lol?

 

[Tears in Rain]

You can die in the middle of sex too what's your point lol?

Yeah, you can come and go at the same time!

 

[NappinHappening]

Maaaan best to cope was meth honestly.
It dealt with my autism and adhd and most importantly depression.
I had book almost finished after 4 years of writimg, i kept painting all kinds of ideas...
Communication with people wasnt a problem and i could exist and live like a normal person. I believe people even liked me back then. Now i cant shake the feeling im just ruining everybodys mood by just showing up.

Almost two years clean of it and not sure if i regret being sober or no honestly. After getting clean i was hyperactive for about year and now im back to thinking killing myself.

Edit: just realized drugs in english can mean a medication(s) too.
My bad

 

[nembutal]

snorting heroin