What does CTB mean and where does it come from?
I've just begun planning. But I'm scared. Is there a time that will come where I'm not?
Those who are still here, what keeps you here? Are you afraid like me of what comes next?
I just don't want it to be worse. But how much worse can it really get?
Just wanted to say hi if anyone even sees this. My family and friends know about this website but they don't want me on it. I don't know why I keep coming back, they say it's an addiction. But it doesn't feel that way to me! Am I addicted to a website like this where I feel less alone. they want me to stop coming here. But I made a user profile instead. When I read through things, you guys feel like the realists, the ones that wont judge me or try to stop me. How is that possible with people I've never met? I've decided if I leave this world, I want to do it alongside people who may see the world the same way I do.
I think I know how and when. But I don't want to be alone and afraid when that time comes. If there is anyone out there who can help me feel less crazy I'd appreciate it. I have a therapist appointment soon. Does anyone here follow with a therapist and do you find it helps?
I've just begun planning. But I'm scared. Is there a time that will come where I'm not?
Those who are still here, what keeps you here? Are you afraid like me of what comes next?
I just don't want it to be worse. But how much worse can it really get?
Just wanted to say hi if anyone even sees this. My family and friends know about this website but they don't want me on it. I don't know why I keep coming back, they say it's an addiction. But it doesn't feel that way to me! Am I addicted to a website like this where I feel less alone. they want me to stop coming here. But I made a user profile instead. When I read through things, you guys feel like the realists, the ones that wont judge me or try to stop me. How is that possible with people I've never met? I've decided if I leave this world, I want to do it alongside people who may see the world the same way I do.
I think I know how and when. But I don't want to be alone and afraid when that time comes. If there is anyone out there who can help me feel less crazy I'd appreciate it. I have a therapist appointment soon. Does anyone here follow with a therapist and do you find it helps?
