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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
608
I don't want to have any fun memories or experiences per se since I am so over everything.

I'm no longer bothered to pay off any debts so all I have left if spoiling my cats before I check out. My sister will be caring for them when I'm gone but I want to buy them things like a catio and fun enrichment things like that. It's gonna take 2 months of work but it's worth it.
 
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buzzkill

buzzkill

Zaki
Apr 6, 2023
12
i used to have dreams about visiting places but now, honestly? i just wanna gather the courage and thats it
 
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asocial

asocial

Elmo rules the world!
Apr 26, 2023
13
learning to 3D model and make environments, draw and make 2D animations, and learn to paint
 
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ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
120
I used to want to complete my travel goals, but recently my passion for that has been fully extinguished due to life stuff. If I can push myself to stick around for the next 2 years or so, I would like to complete my PhD. Maybe get published in a journal so my name still exists in some abstract way? That's about it really. My other dreams and life goals have been well and truly trampled
 
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lemonlotl

lemonlotl

catching the bus (in Minecraft)
Feb 3, 2025
13
NGL, I flip-flop often between these things but... On one hand, I'd like to publish one of the stories I'm working on that means a lot to me just because I've spent so much of my life working on it it feels like it could be a waste to end it before that happens, but it would likely take much longer than I can wait for and I feel like the entire thing may just be bad despite me investing so much time into it so maybe just getting myself to an upcoming concert I have. :)
 
33-vertebrae

33-vertebrae

Puella Aeternus
Sep 6, 2024
136
At least a rough draft of a sci-fi novel.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
963
There was so much that I wanted to see, so many things I wanted to do. I wasted my life, there's no time now to reinvent the romance of it all. All that's left to do is die.
 
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beyondgone

Student
Mar 3, 2023
104
My work here is done, im just waiting for our lord to call me home
 
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The_Hunter

The_Hunter

Hunter. PMs always open.
Nov 30, 2024
276
I'm no longer bothered to pay off any debts so all I have left if spoiling my cats before I check out. My sister will be caring for them when I'm gone but I want to buy them things like a catio and fun enrichment things like that. It's gonna take 2 months of work but it's worth it.
Woo hoo! Best of times with the catio! Please keep us updated on how they like it. Best of lucks with it!.

We hope you derive at least some fun from such a project. I'm sure the cats at least will!

Hope the catio (and the journey that comes with it) makes you feel something nice.

From,
Hunter
 
Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,086
I would want to finish the games I want to make to be able to provide something to others but ultimately I realize its better for me to die for myself as I am suffering greatly as I can't regret doing these things in non-existence.
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
371
Highlights from my bucket list: see MCR in concert, perform a queer wedding, write a book, get a tattoo from my sister (she owns her own studio and I've only ever met her once), visit Scotland, read all the Stephen King books & do a split.

I think I'll be able to do a couple of these things before I Ctb. But don't be sad for me if I can't. I have lived and had experiences and rich connections. I am better off this way, no more grief, pain and suffering. I can go be with my best friend. 🥰

Anna
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
294
See some of my favorite shows end.
 
longtheriverrun

longtheriverrun

6.4311
Feb 23, 2025
46
Finish writing a novella, and potentially travel to Japan again
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,059
when i think about it logically or rationally there is nothing i want to do in this life and world other than escape this world and life, my suicide asap
 
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zappynomore

Member
Feb 22, 2025
76
Not really sure I would maybe like a hoilday somewhere to travel have not done it for a. while.
 
995.

995.

Member
Dec 30, 2024
36
Need to withdraw my investments into my dad's bank. Write goodbye letters to my loved ones.
 
GlassMoon

GlassMoon

trapped in a maze
Nov 18, 2024
188
My first idea was a bunch of chores for the bereaved to having something left of me. But for myself? Go to a disco and dance all night, or as long as my feet let me. I really miss that, especially after hearing all the music at the carnival parade today.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,627
Only clearing out my estate, getting rid of everything I can, until I don't want to do anymore.
 
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derpyderpins

Pollyanna, loon, believer in love, believer in you
Sep 19, 2023
2,000
I would love to create some music that is good enough that people want to listen and put on a playlist, not just because they're my friend and being supportive.

I also want to get far enough into my philosophical dive that I can be satisfied. This was kind of part one. I've dug really deep for part two about consciousness and the brain, time and energy. Connecting dreams, NDE, the boring daily life, etc., with higher consciousness and the passing of time. I know I won't find perfect answers, but I feel like I can break through to a point of general understanding I'm content with.

I'd also like to finish my recovery journal.
 
JesiBel

JesiBel

4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
241
Nothing, I feel so empty, that I'm just here existing today... tomorrow... I don't know. I had many dreams but they are now simple illusions of the past.
 
MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
187
I wanna do so much things, I have a lot of passion, but I can not, even If I really wanted to, I feel betrayed by life and at the same time I am privileged human at the top of food chain.
 

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