Discussion what do you want to be on your mind when you'll CTB?

[anopenwound]

What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?

 

[KillingPain267]

What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?

The latter. I would have to remind myself of how much I've suffered to overcome the last SI and take the plunge.

 

[wayn]

Maybe something like what it was like before I born, and thinking about stuff like this universe will also day one day, and death is part of the life.. Stuffs like this probably

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

The former. I would hope that it is all positive and the only possible distress would be from the physical symptoms I have to endure. But with SI, who knows. I do know that I'll be thinking "I hope this fucking works" a lot throughout the process.

What would give me the most peace is knowing that eternal non-existence follows death. That my plan will succeed, and that I won't endure any symptoms beyond what I am expecting. These three things would be all I need. But none are guarantees. The first, no one knows what happens after death. The second, my chances of success are very good, but no method is 100%. And the third, well, every person's body is different so there's no telling how mine will react.

 

[SVEN]

I'll probably be trying to think of how much my Doberman loved me.

 

[LunarLight]

I want to think about my partner. How much I love them. How they have illuminated my life.

 

[divinemistress36]

The idea of reuniting with my spirit fam. Yes, I know theres no proof that will happen but it comforts me anyways

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to think about how soon I'll be at peace, free from this cruel, torturous existence with all finally forgotten about for me, I just want death to bring me peace from all this suffering, I only hope and wish to never exist again, ceasing to exist truly would be the only relief for me, I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would have wished for.

 

[Eole2.0]

My last throught will probably about if my death will change something

 

[F@#$]

A hollow point .357 round or a 12 gauge slug. Either or.

 

[anopenwound]

To answer my own question: I wanna think about how good my friends' lives will be without me. It's gonna be nice, going knowing that I finally did the right thing.

 

[whatnowbruh]

What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?

Hey what's CTB ?

 

[anopenwound]

Hey what's CTB ?

Catching The Bus. Dying.