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What do you want/need?
Thread starterbearbrikk
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When it comes to others. what do you need from them? Whether it be loved ones, strangers, or specialists.
What would you like them to do or ask? ( If something could help )
Support in... a loved one being there for you? Someone who can understand you? Someone who you can vent with?
Could I, for you some random stranger do something for you? ( asking everyone )
Support in... a loved one being there for you? Someone who can understand you? Someone who you can vent with?
Could I, for you some random stranger do something for you? ( asking everyone )
To have the option of a peaceful, guaranteed suicide become accessible for me, but even better than that I'd like the option to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I certainly want and need that.
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I worried site safety and rules confine us to being strangers. I feel fears about online behavior, but with the stakes here, I worry about the limit to be strangers still
Mainly I just want the benefits of a romantic partner including physical touch, the opportunity to be fully vulnerable and open with someone, some validation from someone who means it, etc. Pretty mushy stuff but it's what my lizard brain has tricked me into thinking I need.
As for what I actually need, I probably just need to be killed before it's too late because I'm not entitled to those above things at all and I'm afraid I'll probably eventually do something stupid and evil to get those things.
A hysterectomy, a two way ticket so that I can visit that old dude and fly back home afterwards, shrooms, LSD (because I want to try it), DMT (because I want to try it), and access to MAID.
Motivation and support from a friend. Not even dependency, just occasionally asking for advice or rooting for me on some of the harder things. Kinda like having a really close childhood friend in the 1990s.
I feel that this world emphasizes individualism to the point where asking for help in anything leads to nothing more then "Why are you asking me?" or "Have you tried telling a therapist?". I understand friends and family cannot adequately aid in severe mental illness or a mental health crisis, but it feels so isolating when I want someone to talk to who believes in me who isn't doing it for the money and actually cares.
I need to get away from the people who are supposed to be "supporting" me. So first I would find a divorce lawyer. Then I need a new career but being on my own again would allow me to do that, I think.
try their best to understand how I work and still show support and love for me even with my issues.
I feel selfish because I'm unable to do that myself, I wish I could send unprovoked loving messages to my friends and be nice without ever annoying them or bothering them with my problems but .. I don't talk as much to friends either because I don't want to bother them, act weird and be annoying, or I'm just not capable of holding a conversation at the moment. I also would like someone willing to support me with my life struggles instead of telling me to accept life and get better at my life skills like it's not my disabilities that pull me from being able to function in everyday life. if I had that maybe I'd feel like living completely, because ei feel so hopeless by myself and my girlfriend telling me she would leave me if I couldn't handle working at a job. (I know that's important, but I'd barely been able to function at school snd I'm terrified of having to work at a job because then I'd HAVE to talk to the people that come up to me. I don't like having this added stress that just reminds me no matter what I do it'll turn out hopeless.)
I need the physical presence of a man in my age range. I don't want a partner necessarily right now, and I don't want to talk either. I just want someone to physically be here with me. I want someone to lie in bed beside me and make me feel safe.
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