I had wanted it donated to science for medical research so that other souls in agony would possibly be more likely to be believed.
But this is never going to happen now
. I suppose it wouldn't have helped as much as I wanted it to anyway, most doctors don't give a shit about the patient's thoughts if they like tried to cite a study about me for example.
But yea, that was originally my wish.
Apparently in most willed body programs you can't choose what the research is on and they don't even take people with certain conditions which is asinine to me but whatever. Nothing on this Earth ever makes any sense.
That's all I've learned from this excuse for an existence.