Discussion What do you think would happen if people found out about your SaSu account?

[Cyber4ngel!]

The question in the title basically, I keep my SaSu account a secret though my partner knows about the existence of SaSu bc he saw my search history one time when i didn't have an account, but i wouldn't want him or my friends to know about what I post here bc this is my safe space, I just think they would be disappointed tho not really much they can do

 

[abchia]

disappointment, confusion, "somethings wrong with them" attitude towards me

 

[astr4]

no one cares enough to object except maybe some internet friends that think suicide is a sin

 

[justkatie]

They'd be angry at me for "not talking to them"

Like I'm just done with life, there's nothing to talk about that would make any difference.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Probably nothing.

 

[CatLvr]

Probably nothing.

Yep. My one friend in the world knows I'm here.

 

[iamanavalanche]

my partner knows and just hopes it helps me cope i think. theyre not opposed but they dont like it either

 

[Avoider]

Well, it is not like I have many friends left but, my family, implying that they would be able to understand what SaSU is, would probably be very upset and yell at me. Cause yelling is what they do.

 

[FrancesFarmer]

They'd be angry at me for "not talking to them"

Like I'm just done with life, there's nothing to talk about that would make any difference.

On a side note, as somebody who has a total of three brothers, two of which have gone through with their final act, there is one brother who does not suffer from this beast and it pains him because he feels like he could have talked to them about it. If you go through with CTB please leave a note saying that nobody could have talked to you out of it, that there isn't anything they could have said to change your desire to pass and follow through with the act. I too am going to catch the bus within the next couple of months after I procure the gun etc and I have talked to my brother about this depression that I've suffered from for over 40 years but when I follow through I'll be sure to mention that I have appreciated my friendship or relationship with him which may or may not be the case, it's just important to do for his peace of mind so he doesn't hold himself accountable, my suicide does not reflect on our relationship or lack thereof and I don't want to paint him any further

 

[WaitingPatiently]

My friends would probably be confused. I've told a few about CTB, but it probably seems like a problem past to them, rather than an ongoing issue.

 

[Nephy]

The question in the title basically, I keep my SaSu account a secret though my partner knows about the existence of SaSu bc he saw my search history one time when i didn't have an account, but i wouldn't want him or my friends to know about what I post here bc this is my safe space, I just think they would be disappointed tho not really much they can do

I try to keep it secret. Using duck duck go and just burning the site down whenever I quit.

 

[justkatie]

On a side note, as somebody who has a total of three brothers, two of which have gone through with their final act, there is one brother who does not suffer from this beast and it pains him because he feels like he could have talked to them about it. If you go through with CTB please leave a note saying that nobody could have talked to you out of it, that there isn't anything they could have said to change your desire to pass and follow through with the act. I too am going to catch the bus within the next couple of months after I procure the gun etc and I have talked to my brother about this depression that I've suffered from for over 40 years but when I follow through I'll be sure to mention that I have appreciated my friendship or relationship with him which may or may not be the case, it's just important to do for his peace of mind so he doesn't hold himself accountable, my suicide does not reflect on our relationship or lack thereof and I don't want to paint him any further

Yeah this is exactly the plan. A note to people explaining why I did what I did and that it's honestly nothing they could've done or something.

I'd have to have a think about it and what to write.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'd be treated like a prisoner by my family and get forced to consume toxic positivity and islamic shit day in day out. They'll also perpetually try to gaslight me via their emotions to make me not kill myself. They won't ever trust me for their entire lives so I'll always be a prisoner

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

I always clear my search history following anytime I come here or any other site that others might/would disapprove of JUST IN CASE someone sneak(s) on my device.

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Haha you're all paranoid. Nobody gives a shit about us suicidal people!

 

[Gangrel]

they would probably blame this forum and it's people for me being depressed and fucked up and also think i'm extremely dramatic

 

[pain6batch9]

I'd like to think they'd be smart enough to have the conversation. Anything can be explained. I'd say something like: 'Just working through some things… wanted to explore a place… wanted to connect with similar…' It's all relative.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Nobody gives a shit about us suicidal people!

If you're referring to the quality of life of suicidal people, yeah, you're right as nobody gives a shit about that. If you're referring to how they want you alive, you're wrong as humans want suicidal people to stay alive for as long as possible for their own gain (whether that be to exploit the suicidal person via wage slavery or not wanting to deal with grief via loss of a family member). If people didn't care about suicidal people being alive or not, they wouldn't go out of their way to make death so heavily restricted

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

If you're referring to the quality of life of suicidal people, yeah, you're right as nobody gives a shit about that. If you're referring to how they want you alive, you're wrong as humans want suicidal people to stay alive for as long as possible for their own gain (whether that be to exploit the suicidal person via wage slavery or not wanting to deal with grief via loss of a family member). If people didn't care about suicidal people being alive or not, they wouldn't go out of their way to make death so heavily restricted

If you are suicidal for a short period of time, that's true. But if you're chronical suicidal no one gives a shit anymore. It's all "your own responsebility" (or in other words, we don't know how to help you anymore).

 

[Sabitsuki]

Most people would do nothing, one parent would say if I'm going to be here then I don't deserve to try to live

 

[divinemistress36]

Haha you're all paranoid. Nobody gives a shit about us suicidal people!

It's true

 

[FireFox]

If my family found my account they would make me delete it and call me selfish and all kinds of names for being on this site.

It would be emotional world war 3. I know 100% it will be because my family have a poor track record of responding poorly to my mental health issues. When I was teenager I struggled a lot to regulate my emotions and I used to cut myself. When I was 16 I had a hospital appointment before my doctors appointment mum saw the cuts on my wrists.

My mum went mad and started screaming about how social services get involved and complained about how i am bringing problems to the family. As a teenager my mum and grandmother kept giving me so much grief for having self harm scars.

I have anoxeria in my 20s and when my diet pills got discovered my family were making the situation about themselves and the guilt tripping.

this will be the same family who will be shocked if I kill myself even though the signs of my mental decline throughout the years was always there.

 

[username12345]

tbh death and life and all the existential stuff is difficult to comprehend sometimes so I think that's sometimes why people are in disbelief when topics of suicide are brought up. Issues like this require someone to really sit and think and especially with the way the world and internet today is there is not a lot encouragement for gathering your thoughts and really thinking about anything.

I told my mom several months ago after my brother hit me and kept trying to beat me up and she didn't care that they make me suicidal and she didn't care about that either. Idk I think if people don't care about your well being when you're alive they're not gonna have very much concern for your death, besides their own guilt.

 

[sugarb]

Lifestyle implosion. My parents would immediately make me start therapy, regular psychiatric check-ups, probably take the cash I've saved up for a gun, possibly institutionalize me, make me take meds, I might lose the ability to purchase a gun, etc. Would probably set my CTB plan back by years and potentially force me to pick another method.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I'm an adult that's on my own, live alone, I have SaSu open in front of certain people, there's nothing they can say really, what even would they say? They know how I feel about the Right To Die. It's not gonna change. Come get me fuckers.

 

[brokeandbroken]

People don't care. If it doesn't impact them they aren't going to give a shit. Most people aren't here with tons of friends or familial support in my experience quite the opposite. I'm not sure if most people are honestly capable.

 

[fleetingnight]

People would be angry and worried, idk in which order. I'd probably lose most of the privacy I have in my home. Everyone would ask me why I didn't talk to them about it instead of coming here. I think my parents would assume I'd never really CTB, and I'm just exaggerating or I don't know what I want. They'd probably tell me that I indirectly lead to people's deaths by not stopping them.
If people got done being angry at me for my opinions and vents here, I'd get treated like a sad but stupid child out of pity, lol.

 

[annique]

I don't think anyone I know would be alarmed or surprised by it, so probably nothing would happen. Everyone who knows me knows of my suicidal ideations already.

 

[Wolf Girl]

No one would be surprised lol

 

[Thisisnotaname]

Someone will probably Say "I knew it!"