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Forever Sleep
Earned it we have...
- May 4, 2022
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I imagine a lot of people here are hiding a part of who they are with regards to ideation. What about other emotions or feelings though? Things like anger. Do you hold that in or, let loose? Do you think it's good to always express what you feel? It's more honest I suppose. How much of the real you do people get to see? Do people like the real you or, do you have to modify it?
I think it's probably anger/ resentment/ bitterness I try to keep in the most. It comes out in general ways- I'll moan like hell about something that's happened at work or whatever but, when it comes to directing it at say parents- I try not to. I suppose there are things I feel frustrated at them over but, I know their intention wasn't to hurt me. I know that bringing it up now won't do any good- the damage is done and, it will only upset them so, I try to bite my tongue.
I've found, the older I've gotten, the more irritable I've become and it tends to slip out more and more. I was too shy and timid really to express it quite so much when I was young. I feel like I'm going through my angsty teenage years now in a way.
I think it's probably anger/ resentment/ bitterness I try to keep in the most. It comes out in general ways- I'll moan like hell about something that's happened at work or whatever but, when it comes to directing it at say parents- I try not to. I suppose there are things I feel frustrated at them over but, I know their intention wasn't to hurt me. I know that bringing it up now won't do any good- the damage is done and, it will only upset them so, I try to bite my tongue.
I've found, the older I've gotten, the more irritable I've become and it tends to slip out more and more. I was too shy and timid really to express it quite so much when I was young. I feel like I'm going through my angsty teenage years now in a way.