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AlternativeBagel

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Mar 12, 2024
41
Slitting the throat. I used to think that'd be how I'd do it but then I found SaSu and convinced myself otherwise.
 
Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,567
Fire
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,451
Setting self on fire or some sort of poison you drink
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
220
repeating here but self immolation or slitting a body part. not as related to the method but i'd say the train method gone wrong also might be a contender? i saw a gore video where this one guy attempted w that but he kind of got thrown into the air and ended up cutting himself in half with one of those poles they put around the edges of the platform. probably died of bloodloss after but god it couldn't have felt good lol
 
Polarbears42

Polarbears42

I am the Stallion mang!
Mar 8, 2023
6
Waiting to die
 
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RedDoor

RedDoor

Tired... just Tired
Apr 13, 2023
59
Junping, but not dying instantly
 
DandiFynalicious

DandiFynalicious

Existence is Pain
Dec 18, 2023
26
Self immolation looks extremely painful.
 
sauan

sauan

Member
Oct 13, 2022
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I suppose that for some people is simply living and dying of natural causes.
 
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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
197
self immolation, drowning in fast moving water (experienced that one and it SUCKED BALLS), drinking anything even decently corrosive to skin, and jumping but just breaking a bunch of bones all sound equally goddamn awful.

just breaking a little piece of my ankle and falling from standing normally to the ground hurt so bad I almost blacked out and I have such a high pain tolerance that I was talking normally and playing games with a large gash to the bone on a limb for over an hour; so I can only imagine how bad it hurts to fuck up jumping and not die instantly.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,513
Suffering in this undesirable and hellish existence for decades on end just to die a slow, painful death being tormented by old age.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,832
Self-immolation. Do you want to go out in a blaze of glory? 🔥
 
4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,332
not sure it's a method but dying by radiation would be awful
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,332
i saw a youtube vid years ago about a story of some guy who had a work accident, he had like hundreds times of radiation in his body and he was in the hospital for months, and like his skin was peeling off, he was in pain and his organs were shutting down and shit, i don't really remember the details but it was awful. i often think about that incident and why he was kept alive all that time..

it wasn't ctb attempt tho, but theoretically if somebody worked at a nuclear plant they could
 
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Endisclose

Experienced
Oct 23, 2023
278
Probably pesticide or rat poison or ethylene glycol. I hear it can take a long time time to go..
 
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escape_from_hell

escape_from_hell

Experienced
Feb 22, 2024
275
One of the slowest and most agonizing methods is sadly what many of us will end up doing: letting hope get the best of us.
It's living a long life and letting the mix of survival instincts (fear of death, hope for a good life) continue to torment us. Tryharding every day for many years while knowing it won't really get better. Making it to that nursing home and overhearing the staff joke about how stinky and stupid you are as you lie there immobilized by pain and drowning internally in the pool filled from a lifetime of daily slow drips of misery. You made it to the end! Great job!

That's a bit abstract and not really answering the spirit of the question. To answer what you're really asking, I remember lurking here and reading about a gladiator slave who did the deed by shoving a filthy toilet brush down their throat. Now that is determination to just get the fuck out of this mess as quickly as possible. I just googled "gladiator toilet brush suicide" and there are some results about it, so there may be written accounts. Really rough way to go.
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
256
Setting fire to yourself or stabbing yourself/slashing throat.
 
thetruetato

thetruetato

Student
Jan 1, 2024
130
I would say either self immolation or a drug overdose (depending on the drug)
 
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Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
263
Marriage
 
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eternalbliss22

Member
Dec 17, 2022
89
Any failed one
 
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Chelsea Leng

Student
Feb 3, 2024
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One of the slowest and most agonizing methods is sadly what many of us will end up doing: letting hope get the best of us.
It's living a long life and letting the mix of survival instincts (fear of death, hope for a good life) continue to torment us. Tryharding every day for many years while knowing it won't really get better. Making it to that nursing home and overhearing the staff joke about how stinky and stupid you are as you lie there immobilized by pain and drowning internally in the pool filled from a lifetime of daily slow drips of misery. You made it to the end! Great job!

That's a bit abstract and not really answering the spirit of the question. To answer what you're really asking, I remember lurking here and reading about a gladiator slave who did the deed by shoving a filthy toilet brush down their throat. Now that is determination to just get the fuck out of this mess as quickly as possible. I just googled "gladiator toilet brush suicide" and there are some results about it, so there may be written accounts. Really rough way to go.
What's your preferred method? Gladiator toilet brush?
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,185
too many immols so i'll go with flaying
 
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escape_from_hell

Experienced
Feb 22, 2024
275
What's your preferred method? Gladiator toilet brush?
Have not decided yet but I think a combination like enough fentanyl and benzos or hardcore anesthetic + jumping at a specific time when the effects kick in to minimize any pain. Holding someone's hand and jumping together would be nice.

For awful methods another one would be intentionally going at a massive nest of nasty ants like jack jumper ants or bullet ants, or any of a number of deadly and ferocious bee/wasp species.
 
Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,889
If we're talking physical pain Seppuku/Harakiri to Self Immolation.
 

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