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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I think the safety of it. Forever will I be unharmed again
Yes! That's exactly it! Noone can ever do you any kind of harm.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
No more suffering of any kind
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
Not having to deal with my alter's bullshit anymore. It's getting too fucking tiring.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
Who is your alter?
I meant multiple of them, but there's several that fuck things up or ruin my relationships by threatening them or just being their usual sociopathic selves and the fact there's nothing anyone can do about it just makes it too exhausting trying to fix shit that isn't your fault all the time.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I meant multiple of them, but there's several that fuck things up or ruin my relationships by threatening them or just being their usual sociopathic selves and the fact there's nothing anyone can do about it just makes it too exhausting trying to fix shit that isn't your fault all the time.

I'm sorry, that must be utterly draining and exhausting xxx
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Not having to deal with my alter's bullshit anymore. It's getting too fucking tiring.
I'm calling you up on this one. It's an incredibly rare disorder. I'm pretty sure you're a troll!
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
I'm calling you up on this one. It's an incredibly rare disorder. I'm pretty sure you're a troll!
Go ahead, dude. It won't matter either way if I'm dead anyhow.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Go ahead, dude. It won't matter either way if I'm dead anyhow.
True. Sorry, enjoy your trolling. I guess if it was what I was into I'd do the same in my remaining time
 
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Livinginhell

Livinginhell

Should be Existinginhell
Aug 13, 2018
93
everlasting peace with nothing to worry about or people to upset!
 
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EmotionlessWanderer

EmotionlessWanderer

Specialist
Jan 19, 2019
352
It would be pretty cool if it was a dream like existence based on your own desires. Imagine getting to live in the world from your favorite anime or fandom, going to that rock concert that you never got the chance to attend as a kid or visiting a different part of the world such as the Caribbean Islands.

This sounds too good to be true but it would be ideal for post death.
 
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Ampsvx123

Ampsvx123

Student
Jul 10, 2018
128
rainbow road till dawn, I'm inviting every single kind soul who left this sick world on the same evening as I, to have a farewell race.

Am a firm believer on karma, I have lived right and been a martyr for the people around me, to be walked upon my whole life, death does not scare me, the next world can only be better, I can already see myself smiling, running down the apple orchard with friends on an gorgeous early autumn evening, hopefully I have acquired enough karma for the world to have a little bit of magic in it, a world where one can endlessly smile but most of all, dream.
 
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ThisIsTheEnd

ThisIsTheEnd

Waste of oxygen
Aug 22, 2018
90
The best part of being dead will be the complete lack of any feeling.
 
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19andready

19andready

Almost Free
Jan 20, 2019
37
It's difficult to really say for sure what the best part of death is, considering it is literally the opposite of being, and existence. But what appeals to me about it is how it's completely neutral. There is no more happiness or fulfillment, but also there is no suffering. The latter is what we all envy the most.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Wow.

There will be no best part. There will be no part. There will not be anything. Zero.
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
Never having to wake up, be apart of anything, having to live by imposed laws/rules, not having to live/exist hopefully ever again.
 
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Asianfailure

Asianfailure

I need to die
Jan 19, 2019
7
Honestly it would be being unable to feel the unbearable emotional pain that comes with being depressed. You can only understand it if you've felt it and it's literally hell.

Death will be like sleeping without dreaming, I've been dead before and it is like sleeping without dreaming, it's wonderful.
 
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Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

misery factory
Nov 15, 2018
193
Never having to think again
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
Exactly. Either we won't exist so it won't matter, and if our consciousness continues to exist then we have no freaking clue what we're in for.

Eternal bliss? Eternal damnation? Some weird version of our world but slightly worse? The pain of our death permanently following us into the afterlife? No sort of pain ever again?

Nobody knows. There is no guarantee that death will be peaceful and full of bliss or an empty void of nothingness. We can only hope it will be better than this, but I often fear it may be worse.

Sometimes I think about dreams, where it's purely material made up by our subconscious. Yet we still feel pain, our minds think we are still bound by our physical bodies. Incredibly fucked up shit can happen in dreams, that's really really scary. The only escape is waking up.

What if death is like being stuck in an eternal nightmare where you can't wake up?
Fuuuuuuuuuck that would be the worst. I think about it a lot too. Like what if when we die everything is just 10 times worse. Or what if the classic hell is real. It just makes me incredibly anxious and to then look at life and imagine continuing on it's just a hell of a mess inside my head and it ironically makes me want to kill myself more. But then the cycle repeats til I get tired and just say fuck it. But it starts again in no time. It would be absolutely perfect if it were clear that death meant at the very worst the cessation of your entire existence. But there are too many unanswered and unanswerable questions to determine such a thing. The only way to know is to jump into the darkness. And if nonexistence is what awaits us then we'll never really "know" anyway.
 
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seekingoblivion

seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
To answer the question regarding the best part of being dead; I would say the lack of all the negative parts of being alive, quite simply. Hopefully we won't find any negative parts of being dead while we're dead.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
That questions like this will be moot.
 
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alternativeway

Member
Jan 20, 2019
5
The reason to die is to escape a unbearable pain. Everyone dies eventually, but Nobody should have to endure unnecessary suffering.
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
Sleep.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
no pain
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
no more feelings
no more thoughts
just silence

at least it's what I hope for I think.
 
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Faulisdead

Faulisdead

Member
Feb 9, 2019
70
For me, never having to worry about anything. Never having to do anything. Never having rob please others or myself. And no longer feeling guilty or ashamed of myself. No more pain.
 
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ClarityOfWill

New Member
Feb 10, 2019
3
No pain, and the hope that they're waiting for me or the finalness of eternal oblivion. Gives a pleasant sense of tranquility in a way...
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
No more anxiety,no more fear,no more worries about the future,no more financial problems
just eternal peace!
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
Being in the afterlife. Feeling the energy and being connected for once.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
If there's an afterlife, haunting for a short time sounds fun. Free admission to concerts, free train rides, free Disneyland access, amusement scaring the shit out of the living and playing pranks on them or just manifesting in general, exploring abandoned buildings, riding freight trains as a hobo ghost, not having to get up to pee... you know all the fun parts of it
 
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