Discussion What do you think of to overcome your SI?

[VegasLyra]

I'm going to CTB by hanging but the process of habging the rope and getting it around my neck takes a LOT of will and my SI stops me most times.

What do you think of to try to distract your brain and overcome your SI?

 

[FuneralCry]

When I actually attempt ctb, I will think of how my suffering will end soon and I will finally get the peace I am looking for. I hope thinking of this will help me to overcome the SI.

 

[Death is your gift]

When I tried to hang myself, I drank alcohol (not enough to be wasted though) to make it easier to overcome the fear of doing it. Did not work. SI is really powerful indeed...

Maybe Xanax ?

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

I plan to remember all the bullshit life has thrown at me, and remember that living will only mean continuing to walk through the shitstorm, with nothing to be reaped at the end of the path.

 

[Ash]

I've got some diazepam that I might take but recent practices suggests that for me anyway, it's about speed and determination.