What do you think life will be like when your gone?

[Zeus35]

I think people will cry in my case, people who abused me and didn't love me and I think they'll use my death for sympathy and to actually get further in life. I'm related to someone who set up a business regarding disability and said my relative was their inspiration for setting the business up. Yet they forgot to mention that they had sexually abused myself and that relative and we're still doing so. They even went as far to pretend to fight for women's rights whilst comitting sexual violence and other forms of domestic abuse against their own two female relatives. The person is a malignant narcisist and a psychopath. So you can tell my death will be used to benefit the person and they won't genuinely care.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Life will be better for everyone who isn't evil like me.

 

[ineedrope]

My parents will never recover.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Oil wells will pump until they run out
Co2 emissions will not be meaningfully reduced or drawn down
Thermonuclear missile silos will open
the tall buildings collapse

 

[Zeus35]

Life will be better for everyone who isn't evil like me.

I don't think your evil.

My parents will never recover.

Sending you a WiFi hug

 

[Lost Magic]

nobody will really care, and neither do I.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I don't think your evil.

Thanks but I'm not sure on what authority you have to say that.

 

[Zeus35]

Oil wells will pump until they run out
Co2 emissions will not be meaningfully reduced or drawn down
Thermonuclear missile silos will open
the tall buildings collapse

I'm guessing you feel like no one will care?

Thanks but I'm not sure on what authority you have to say that.

I'm just being kind. I like to be kind it makes me feel happy

nobody will really care, and neither do I.

Well we all care ensure you say bye to us if possible

 

[Of The Universe]

Thanks but I'm not sure on what authority you have to say that.

Your behavior here has been beyond reproach. That's all we can go by for now.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm just being kind. I like to be kind it makes me feel happy

Fair enough.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I'm guessing you feel like no one will care?

I'm just being kind. I like to be kind it makes me feel happy

Well we all care ensure you say bye to us if possible

I think some people do care but that scale of those problems are probably too large to solve.

Geopolitically and climatologically our world looks very unstable to me. Could be ugly in the near future

 

[DrownFeather]

They will cry, and parents will be devastated forever, but i don't care i want my freedom back, i want peace

 

[FuneralCry]

It does not matter to me what life would be like when I am gone, as I will not be there to see it. My life is so temporary and insignificant. All humans will die someday, it is inevitable. It does comfort me that eventually my life will be completely forgotten about, it will be like I never existed in the first place.

 

[lostmylove]

My mother and grandma would be upset.

Sister and brother would eventually move on, won't effect them as much.

Maybe some old friends would hear about it and be sad for a short while.

Non of them could save me anyway. The only people that could have gone. It's not worth thinking about staying here miserable. I don't deserve to live in order to make people feel less guilty for me dying. It's not good enough reason to live for others.

 

[Red Scare]

Life will continue on, as it has for billions of years.

I'm not sure I care at all, since I won't exist.

 

[Al_stargate]

Shitshow of my parents marriage will collapse without me, I'm pretty sure. But I don't owe them shit, I had to deal with their bullshit for 30+ years. My dues are paid, I can't be a referee any longer. They are partly responsible for my situation and don't really give a shit about me, never did, so who cares what happens after. I hope some of my friends don't find out since we moved apart or don't see each other very often. They'll just think I went MIA for a while. Some relatives and friends will find out and will be sad for me. Former girlfriends are in relationships so we're not in touch and that's fine. Would not wanna burden anyone emotionally.

 

[AreWeWinning]

I think people will cry in my case, people who abused me and didn't love me and I think they'll use my death for sympathy and to actually get further in life.

This is one issue I have. I feel like life is not fair, and all the people who didn't treat me the way I felt I would have deserved will have the last word. I have some anger in me towards some people, and towards people in general too. It bothers me a little that I won't get to be right. If I CTB, then I'll be the loser in the end.

One way to resolve it, which I have found, is that you can look at it the other way around. Yes, they'll have the last word, or will they? If you're gone, from your perspective, in your reality, you have the last word. Because whatever they say, it won't affect you anymore. Then it's up to them from there on. With whatever they do, if they can live with that on their conscience, that's up to them.

Another way to deal with it, is to just accept defeat. That's another thing I'm trying to do. Sure, it would be better to live a happy life, be better than the people I disagree with, and prove them wrong. Or take revenge. Or whatever... But I can't do that. So suck it up. It's sad. Life vs. me, 1-0. Life won, I've lost. That's my fate. If this wasn't the case, I wouldn't need to CTB... It's a horrible feeling, but at least once it's over, I won't have to think about it anymore.

 

[ikkii]

Life goes on. my parents and family will grieve on my death. and few months or maybe years they will forget me and move on.

 

[nikaido]

I think people will cry in my case, people who abused me and didn't love me and I think they'll use my death for sympathy and to actually get further in life.

Some people will be sad, but they'll get over my death eventually and continue living their lives. But I have no way of knowing what happens since I'll be dead. It's not like I make a big impact on anyone's life and I find comfort in that, I hope no one suffers terribly because of my decision.