There are different views according to sources.
First you are totally unconsious then you came back to a form of conscience. You might be able to se your dead body and float around.
Then there are different options :
- you might feel dragged downward, or falling in a endless pit. You might have some hellish vision. Most of the time people who experience this type of Nde scream for help. A mystic light appears and uplift you in the direction of the light tunnel.
- you might be stuck in limbos. It's a place where suicidal awaits the effective dead of their vital principle. Indeed, life is not only a physical phenomenon but they are archetypes participating in this life. You are bound to this place waiting that thoses archetypes run out of energy (that is to say the normal date of your death according to your soul's contract).
- you might be fearing the life review, and refusing to pass through. Don't fear it because during the life review, the only judge is your soul. It's a matter of learning, mistakes are inevitably made during this life.
- you might cross the light tunnel, and be healed and cured for having been commiting suicide. In this place they are nice landscapes and animals to confort you, when you are ready you can go and continue your journey.
Most of spiritual and religious say that suicide is a negative act. You might have to face the consequence of this deed. But in this society many people are commiting forms of suicide : eating bad food, driving too fast, drinking alcohol, taking risks.
In term of soul's eovlution if you 've decided to experiment growth by taking empowerment let's say with disease and poverty, and you feel that it's too hard for you, if you quit, you might have to restart another life, with the same challenge, in another place, in another body.
I don't know myself...