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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
When I CTBed for the first time, I thought I was really going to die for real. I was experiencing a lot of pain and had multiple seizures as the doctors treated my sleeping pill overdose. I *guess* you could consider that to be an NDE? Although I vowed that I would stay alive and live long enough to see all of my dreams come true, sadly, I'm gonna have to break that vow for the sake of everyone. All I do is cause pain and agony towards everyone around me. Just because I didn't commit any crimes, that doesn't mean I am not a nuisance. I am, in fact, an utter nuisance. So I deserve to die.

This time around, I'll fix that mistake by ensuring that I actually die for real. I am not bound for this world. My inception was a mistake. Mistakes are meant to be rectified.
 
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jaroz

Member
Nov 5, 2019
49
In which people describe seeing a bright light with a tunnel and this kind of stuff.
DMT. its a drug released in the medula before death thats supposed to make death peaceful, lets you see what you need to die peacefully, though supposedly if you cant get some peace it can be quite hellish.
 

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