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pinapellicer

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Mar 15, 2026
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I will be making an extraction with a poisonous plant. What makes it toxic is the cardiac glycosides in it. I've been reading case studies of people doing this method for suicide.
To ensure a good extraction i will blend the leaves, a more than sufficient amount, with whisky, since the cardiac glycosides are more soluble in alcohol. Then it'll be ready.
It's not going to be painless, but with the high concentration i expect to make, it will be relatively quick, i expect 1-3 hours.
I'm chosing this method because it's what i have access to, and i feel fairly confident it will work out.
What do you think? Does anybody else feel like they can tolerate a painful method? The pain doesn't scare me for some reason now.
 
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Hvergelmir

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May 5, 2024
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What do you think? Does anybody else feel like they can tolerate a painful method?
My main issue would be survival instincts and regret kicking in during those hours of intense pain.
I also prefer physical methods, void of complicated bio-reactions. Without a degree in medicine, I don't trust my own ability to evaluate poisons.
 
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pinapellicer

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Mar 15, 2026
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My main issue would be survival instincts and regret kicking in during those hours of intense pain.
I also prefer physical methods, void of complicated bio-reactions. Without a degree in medicine, I don't trust my own ability to evaluate poisons.
True. I just think, so what if i regret or suffer? It will be done by then
 
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verdedefome

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Oct 9, 2024
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True. I just think, so what if i regret or suffer? It will be done by then
I'm not familiar with whatever you're making but are you expecting to be conscious the whole time? With SN for example it knocks you out so SI can't kick in. Would it leave you with permanent damage if you end up calling calling an emergency number because you're in intense pain? You have to consider these things. I think everyone believes things will work out but "no plan survives first contact with the enemy" or whatever is the saying. Your plan might be more thought out but I'll say what I'd "like" to do as an example, I'd like to cut my own neck open with a knife and strike the carotid artery, dying in seconds after all the blood to my brain gushes out. This is possible and has been done before, with a sharp enough knife, knowledge of the artery location, good aim and some luck, it's absolutely doable. But it has a lot of ways in which it can be wrong, where you survive but with permanent throat or brain damage, so it's not a "realistic" method. You've got to figure out if you've thought of all the ways it can go wrong though.
 
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pinapellicer

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Mar 15, 2026
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I'm not familiar with whatever you're making but are you expecting to be conscious the whole time? With SN for example it knocks you out so SI can't kick in. Would it leave you with permanent damage if you end up calling calling an emergency number because you're in intense pain? You have to consider these things. I think everyone believes things will work out but "no plan survives first contact with the enemy" or whatever is the saying. Your plan might be more thought out but I'll say what I'd "like" to do as an example, I'd like to cut my own neck open with a knife and strike the carotid artery, dying in seconds after all the blood to my brain gushes out. This is possible and has been done before, with a sharp enough knife, knowledge of the artery location, good aim and some luck, it's absolutely doable. But it has a lot of ways in which it can be wrong, where you survive but with permanent throat or brain damage, so it's not a "realistic" method. You've got to figure out if you've thought of all the ways it can go wrong though.
I should look into resorces on stuff that would make me unconscious. That would solve the survival instict aspect. Then i should plan around not being found too soon before the poison has taken effect. I could rent a place to do it. I just need to do more research on stuff to leave me unconscious. I assume there must be information on here about it, If anyone has any links or key words on this type of stuff i would appreacite it.
 

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