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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
A peaceful painless death.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I want to meet my SS friend.
 
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charlie_z

charlie_z

Student
Apr 30, 2018
184
Just enough money to take a cross-country trip to visit my closest friends and the places I most love.
 
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Ko9

Ko9

Student
Jun 30, 2019
159
My innocence back.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I want to sit in a hot tub, be at a ski resort and ski and snowboard all day. Stay in nice resort would be cool. Good food, some drinks, laughs, good weed lol! After I came out of nasty depression flashback this morning I feel a little better.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Star Wars Jedi Fallen Order for PS4 and/or Aspire Breeze NXT and/or a peaceful death or a better life.
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
To wake up and it's all been a nightmare and i`m really Jonathan Hart with his jet set amature sluth life style and his gorgeous wife Jennifer ,even though our butler Max thinks when we met it was murder ....:pfff:
 
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Seagirl

Seagirl

Member
Feb 26, 2019
58
I want to be dead
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494
"Whenever I was asked what I wanted my first impulse was to answer "Nothing." The thought went through my mind that it didn't make any difference, that nothing was going to make me happy."
- Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human
i miss the days when i actually looked forward to Christmas. it must be 10 years now that i've dreaded its celebration.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
To wake up and it's all been a nightmare and i`m really Jonathan Hart with his jet set amature sluth life style and his gorgeous wife Jennifer ,even though our butler Max thinks when we met it was murder ....:pfff:
Who is J. Hart?
 
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marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Who is J. Hart?
I dont really watch Tv but have it on in the background , mainly to drown out tinnitus and cant stand new stuff so have the older channels on and Hart to hart is on a lot , here is the opening title .
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
I dont really watch Tv but have it on in the background , mainly to drown out tinnitus and cant stand new stuff so have the older channels on and Hart to hart is on a lot , here is the opening title .

Video not allowed apparently but most 70s things were better (I wasn't there but...) music, film, clothes, tv :)
 
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NerdyNihilist

NerdyNihilist

Member
Nov 27, 2019
28
i miss the days when i actually looked forward to Christmas. it must be 10 years now that i've dreaded its celebration.
I can relate. Only as a kid I looked forward to the holidays, and became less fond of them as I grew up.
If I were to ask something for Christmas, it would be to just feel okay for a few moments.
At this point, I don't even necessarily want to be happy. But at the same time, I don't want to be constantly contemplating CTB either...
 
marcusuk63

marcusuk63

CTB
Mar 24, 2019
1,735
Video not allowed apparently but most 70s things were better (I wasn't there but...) music, film, clothes, tv :)
Here is one that works , i agree 70 was great , i was there lol
 
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HitchHiker

HitchHiker

Student
Jun 23, 2019
140
I'd really like a Mr Frosty. I always wanted one when I was little but never got it. Not sure if they even make them anymore?
 
SoupSnakes

SoupSnakes

Experienced
Nov 11, 2019
217
Not to be here.. *ba dum tss*
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I'd love for my brain fog and mental illness to go away so I wouldn't have to think about ctb
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
To undo my birth.. Or a peaceful way to end my life.. Non existence
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
195
All quiet please, and not 24/7 all over Christmas songs.
 
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TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
Relief ........ oh, and I guess world peace?
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

-
Aug 8, 2019
605
if i was going to receive something i would ask for a Bob Dylan CD
 
MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

Specialist
Aug 1, 2019
343
For my depression and eating disorder to go away..
 
Astral316

Astral316

Specialist
Aug 26, 2019
332
An afterlife that is like an astral projection or vivid dream where recollection of your worldly existence is distant at best... like, knowing you are "you" doesn't ruin the experience of social interaction or your spirit of exploration.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Plastic surgery. Oh no wait that was 2004 and I got G4s debut album instead
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
No one's ever gotten me anything, for Christmas in my entire 34yrs of existence, so......*shrug*
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
I would like to be able to get to make a gingerbread house (fuck it, castle!) with my grandson. And then go sledding and build a snow Fort (fuck it, castle!) with him...hmmm, perhaps if I didn't drop the F-bomb, I could actually be allowed to see him;)
 
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