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Forest Wanderer
- Mar 12, 2024
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I am currently in Scotland, I bounce between Scotland and Wales to see friends/family.
Part of me wants to do CTB by Train because I think being hit by a high speed train would probably be quick death.
I wouldn't do it via decap, I'd just let the train hit me and make sure the trains I'll use have no cowcatcher etc.
But there's always the chance of survival and also driver trauma.
So my only other option is jump, but I'm scared of failed attempt, even at 100-150ft.
I thought why not just book myself a ticket to the USA and go the grand canyon? Thousands of feet up in the air, no chance of survival.
I've seen videos of people landing on hard surfaces from 25-30 floor hotels, and they are basically tomatoes at the bottom, no chance of survival once you reach a certain height and reach a hard surface.
I feel I could get inebriated and then just jump. I would tell myself that even if it is scary as fuck, it will be over instantly once I hit the ground.
Part of me wants to do CTB by Train because I think being hit by a high speed train would probably be quick death.
I wouldn't do it via decap, I'd just let the train hit me and make sure the trains I'll use have no cowcatcher etc.
But there's always the chance of survival and also driver trauma.
So my only other option is jump, but I'm scared of failed attempt, even at 100-150ft.
I thought why not just book myself a ticket to the USA and go the grand canyon? Thousands of feet up in the air, no chance of survival.
I've seen videos of people landing on hard surfaces from 25-30 floor hotels, and they are basically tomatoes at the bottom, no chance of survival once you reach a certain height and reach a hard surface.
I feel I could get inebriated and then just jump. I would tell myself that even if it is scary as fuck, it will be over instantly once I hit the ground.