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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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Sleep as much as possible
 
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CompanyOpossum

Member
Apr 3, 2023
43
Elaborate
The only method that I could possibly do is nitrogen asphyxiation. I can no longer buy nitrogen online and I can't buy it in a store. I can't push myself through the pain or SI to do any other method.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,155
If suicide is no longer an option (for various reasons) then the only way is to live until natural death occurs regardless how much someone would have to suffer in life - what else could be the option?
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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I 100% agree with @Praestat_Mori. Wise and thoughtful answer.

Walter
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
981
Some people purposely do reckless shit, halfway hoping they'll one day "accidentally" take themselves out. When I was about 14, I used to swallow all kinds of random pills from my parents' medicine cabinet, just to see what would happen. What invariably happened was that I felt really sick afterward. I also didn't die. So .I quit doing that. But some people keep it up, and these are the people who win Darwin Awards.

Cannot recommend.

In reality, I'd just drink and sleep as much as possible
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,695
Personally, in my case, I'd just try and resort to a more brutal method by desperation. At least that's what I plan to do soon so that I avoid old age. A brutal suicide method sounds far less painful (if done successfully) than death through old age
 
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InAgony

Student
Feb 19, 2024
122
You can either try and make the best of things or withdraw and become reclusive, but you'll have to live out your life naturally one way or another.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
My current situation. I am trying to make the best of things. Figuring out how to live and maybe even do ok. Not my first, second, or third choice. But here we are.
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
357
Try to rob a bank and be killed by the guards.
 
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The Schizoid

The Schizoid

Specialist
Oct 24, 2023
306
The only method that I could possibly do is nitrogen asphyxiation. I can no longer buy nitrogen online and I can't buy it in a store. I can't push myself through the pain or SI to do any other method.

I don't understand. Do you not have legs? Can you not find a place to jump?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,530
Suicide doesn't really even feel like an option to me as we exist in this society where there is the absence of peaceful, guaranteed ways to die for all, it truly is beyond hellish how in my case all the methods are either risky or inaccessible. It's hellish how I cannot just choose to fall asleep eternally without the fear of trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse suffering as a result.

And sadly if one cannot manage to cease existing on their own terms there is simply no choice but to suffer in this futile, dreadful and harmful existence just waiting to die anyway, I find it tragic how humans so cruelly impose existence in the first place as I only see never existing as perfection.
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
710
Confused a bit here. CTB is always an option, but the method varies.
If your selected option isnt available to you, you can adapt to another method, or follow @Praestat_Mori 's post. Alternatively, you can adapt @wait.what 's reply, but with a twist. Find an extremely high risk job and work at it in the hopes of getting the ending you want.
 
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sunsetting

sunsetting

Member
Jun 9, 2021
77
Passive suicide ie smoking, hard drugs, etc… like most of society does.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,000
I guess being someone in life
 
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sylvey

sylvey

we'll all disappear one day and lose our minds
Oct 11, 2023
160
Personally, in my case, I'd just try and resort to a more brutal method by desperation. At least that's what I plan to do soon so that I avoid old age. A brutal suicide method sounds far less painful (if done successfully) than death through old age
I'm going to dismember myself if I can't get SN. Have already stated it in a post too, iirc
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
220
cry, go off my meds, i don't know, wallow, go missing, fuck knows what else.... i'm at the end of my roads... i really do need to kill myself for prevention, but i'm a slothful little fuck. if the opportunity is taken away from me though i will suffer sososo much more
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
355
If I felt like I wanted to die but I had no satisfying way of doing that, I would just make a resolution to take life one moment at a time until things are more clear.
 
Macc_Lad_71

Macc_Lad_71

Member
Feb 15, 2024
90
you get on with life as best as possible........go the coast and listen to the waves come in , get up early and listen to the birds........we all have to go some day.......make the most of it.
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,008
I m confused. Suicide doesn't have to be pleasant or satisfying... how come you guys think that? It just has to serve the purpose, that's all.
 
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lostinwoe

lostinwoe

woefully bound to death.
Mar 1, 2024
154
its always a option unless you cant walk
 
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MindFrog

MindFrog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
723
Ruining my guts by taking any kind of addiction. If i'm lucky my heart would give out on its own
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
If suicide is no longer an option (for various reasons) then the only way is to live until natural death occurs regardless how much someone would have to suffer in life - what else could be the option?
That's a horrifying thought!!!
 
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CompanyOpossum

Member
Apr 3, 2023
43
I m confused. Suicide doesn't have to be pleasant or satisfying... how come you guys think that? It just has to serve the purpose, that's all.
For me, it's most likely that I don't want to be dead. I need a hurdle that's small enough to overcome.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,898
when there is a will there is a way
 
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parallelluniverse

parallelluniverse

In Corpus Lamenti -into the body of lamentation...
Mar 3, 2024
61
If CTB wasn't an option... I have to choose one of life's preloaded experiences, that I think goes pretty much like this...

Get some education
Get a job
Get a place
Get a car
Get a girl
Get some
Have family
Retire
Expire

And that's it, provided I don't accidentally fall off a balcony before I start step one, should be fine...
 

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